难道

为何不肯让我吻你
为何把脸埋在你双手里
难道是你的心里还有犹豫 难道你不是因为我才美丽
你为何不肯让我吻你 在这种时候你居然选择哭泣
难道是你还藏着什么秘密 难道是我错估彼此的距离
我再心里面默默的在恨你 恨你辜负我的真心
当我已经为你太着迷 你怎么可以如此的无情
我再心里面默默的在恨你 恨你那双无辜的眼睛
当我已经无法自拔爱上了你 你却变得扑朔迷离
为何不肯让我吻你 为何把脸埋在你双手里
难道是你的心里还有犹豫 难道你对我只是游戏

forever bliss!!!

to my dear friend grace and her fiance ST, wishing you forever bliss!!!

i just want her to get well

when i saw her lying frail on the hospital bed, my heart jus cried and my tears just roll down.
whats the point of having sons who dun give a fuck about their mum's well being.
please! talk is cheap. who dunno how to talk? unless u are mute.
stop being defensive , start self reflecting on what you fail to do.
right now i just want my grandma to get well.

elsa's birthday

elsa birthday was at daybed bar....its a singapore concept of bed & supper club in Bangkok.
however daybed bar was pretty small if you ask me. cause maybe cause i went to the one in bangkok before. so to me it was pretty ok onli.
but anyway the star fr the nite wasnt the place but it's e bday gal. all pretty doll up in her famous song & kelly top and her signature levi's lady jeans.
as usual she open bottle for the nite (i din drink much though). she invited her frens including patrick & damian. we were photo - whoring the nite away. at 12 midnight i went hme , din join them at devils bar. devils nt my cup of tea anymre. haha....

pretending.....

maybe physically it gets tired to be smiling all the time when in fact deep down you are bleeding non stop. call me persistance, call me irritating. i jus had to try one last time to maeke it work
but i din realise all along i was the fool. i was kidding myself into believing time heals the problems.
when i finally pluck up courage to make the move, i was CRUSHED. he just din wan to see me nor talk to me. guess its the final hit. i wanna move on. even though i need time to heal, i reali wanna move on. no point holding on to someone who doesnt love me for who i am.

but deep down i m still pretending......