goodbye 2008, hellooooo 2009

for 2009 , i am going to embrace it with a new image.
ive decided to do
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SEX CHANGE!!... i always secretly fantasize abt myself in beards n lovely goaties. hahahaha

PUI! no la... i decided to be farnie and post a pic to freak all of you out.

i should be typing out my new year resolution but i cant think of much nw.
EXCEPT TO CURE MY COMPULSIVE SHOPPING BEHAVIOUR.
haha. serioussssss....
with the economic on a down now, i nd to reali try to control.
i know i know. i ve been trying to curb this behaviour but its reali hard.
tsk tsk tsk BAD BELLE BAD BAD GAL.
LOL.

anyway 2008 hasnt been really good for me and i hope 2009 will be a much smoother year.

today's NYE!
hereby i wish everyone a happy new year and all the best for 2009!!!

xoxo
feifeizhu!

p/s: coincidentally this is my 500th blog post. gosh, hw cool is that.
hahaha

near a pc!

my fingers are itching!!

sian. i shd nv be allowed near a pc when the 'itch' starts.

hahaha

Yantai 7-princess Xmas Parteeee!!!

Thank you baby!

santa knows ive been a gd gal this year.
so my baby bought me a xmas present....
presenting my present
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ta dahhhhhhh


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open up!




woo hoo!
xoxo baby!!

MERRY XMAS FOLKS!

days to saying BYE BYE 2008 and hello 2009!

:)
merry christmas to all.
sorry i cant sms you cause it refused to be sent out.
oh well...
anyway best wishes to all , clear out 2008 and await the arrival of 2009.
cause its gonna be a blasting good year.

with this, i send my love, hugs and kisses to all!

to be revealed... akan datang

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revealed....

--> a kimono top that babe knws i ish liking!

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--> handmade and only one available by my babe!!!

i ish love the presents babe gave me. she rem what clothes i like, she rem i dun have much accessories. and she made one with love for me.
:) awwwwww.
i hope you like the presents i had for u.
its not much. but there will be more to come in special occasions, happiness or sadness.
(oops sound like marriage vows, hiak hiak)
2009 is here already! it will be a fantabulous year for US!!!



Thank you babe!!!

xoxo
ffz~

streak of bad luck

i guess 2008 aint really a great year for me afterall.
towards year end, i still receive bad news.
i guess in this area, ive been reali tat unlucky. stupid.

feeling bit demoralized nw. but i guess i got to suck it in and do my utmost for wat will come.


*feifeizhu demoralizing out*

Organic Chocolate Cake ((Vicky))

Got intro to organic chocolate cake by our group leader, alvin.
its not bad.
800gm for $24. :)
Its at holland grove.
the chocolate cake is not too sweet, with a tinge of mint taste.
slurps.
if you wan bigger size, you will need to preorder!

so what do i do on week ends??

besides going out, what do i do at home???

I PLAY MONOPOLY!!!!!



its such a mean game. sitting there for hours, waiting to see who bankrupts first.
surprisingly thru this kind of games, you can sort of see who is best at planning strategically! not me though! hahah

After monopoly gets tiring??

I WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO COOK ME DELICIOUS NOODLES!



this pot of noodles is really one of a kind.
maggi noodles with lean meat, tomatoes, veges, egg, prawns and chilli.
oh, not to mention the sweat and passion preparing it for an hour!

:) :)
xoxo
belle

Xmas is around the corner

lets do a jiggle!

JINGLE BELL
JINGLE BELL
JINGLE TO NOEL
BATMAN SMELLS
FAINTING SPELLS
XMAS IN THE WELLLLLLLLL!!!

HAHAHHA

such random lyrics popping out of my head.

:)

The new past time - prawning

singapore is fast becoming a country with nothing to do.
yes, nothing.
its boring to stick to just shopping, movies (i dun watch much), eating, ktv-ing, what else???

so the bf thought of a new past time - golf & prawning.
yup! golf range. not for me though, too energy draining, lol.
prawning is fun though, when i have run out of patience.

the top record is 40+ prawns with 2 rods.
lowest record - 1 miserable prawn.
hahaha.
guess its a test of luck as well.

the gals decided to join me for prawning one night.









xoxo
belle
:)

i jus want to say i heart you!!!!

its the season to be jolly!!!
falalalalalala

xmas is here again.
when xmas is here, it just marks down that another year is passing like the wind.
whoosh!
gd bye 2008 and HELLO 2009!

before i start lamenting what damages/sins/hardships/torture i went thru in 2008, i tink i'll jus skip to the happier stuff for now.

have been booked for a few xmas dinners and get together by the lovely ppl ard me.
this dec is a fucking brokez mth.!!
haha
and i haven even liked start on my xmas present yet!

sorry peeps, this yr isa is coming out with budgeted xmas pressies!

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ppl are asking me for wish list (or rather i bullied them into asking me for a list, wahahahah)
actually i dun wish for much this year.
i jus want
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my mum to be happy!

mummy's been acting real strange lately. one min she's giggling in a reali WEIRD way, nx min she's jus staring blank.
its scaring the hell out of me.
ive try talking to her, asking her whats bothering her, but she's keep all zip up abt it.
den she started going liked - "even if i go crazy now, no one will care, no one will know."
oh fuck.
its really really creeping me out.
i just hope she snaps out of it.
if she's unhappy with J, jus let him know. he's old enuf to handle the truth man.


im monitoring her.
if possible i'll try to stay home as much as i can!

:)

on the happy side, office is closing on 26th dec! woo hoo!

xoxo
belle aka isa!

what do i do when i .... ?

Everyone has random day to day, moment to moment feelings.
I have many.
What do i give, take or do?

What do i do to make my bf happy? give him a red packet. :)



What sort of crazy stuff i do with my friends at wedding dinner?
We relive our childhood times and pretend we are all alies of astroboy!




How do i mentally challenge myself? Be an Emcee for the night for a very good fren's wedding.



What does two babes of the same likes and dislikes do when they get together? They stare at weird stuff!



What makes me touched? its when i see my good fren get married. awwwww....



What is best abt frens? They make gd travelling kakis!



XOXO
belle

.... such randon-ness .....

not now.

what did i do or wat did i not do?!
i feel damn shitty now.
why mus stuff all happen at the same time.
first i get a lil happy den BHAM! everything fall on me.

i feel like shutting off but nt when val's weddin is jus in a few days.
fuck.
i dun wanna face anyone now.
not now.

Fxxx!

i guess i totally screw it up!
fuck.
i hate myself now.
:(

randomly

just a random question - how many of you feeling down today?

我要呼呼

when we grow up, our wants become different.
suddenly to all of us, its becoming a WANT, NEED or MUST.

where were all the simple fun loving chattering and wacky fun we used to have?

growing up not only means losing the childhood laughter we had, the simple meaning to how we look at things and the easy satisfaction.

growing up we start to want this, do that, must get this, dont want to meet tat.
its no more, yes or no.
its more of , i have to, i must, i need.

suddenly i long to just strip off my adult attire and just step back to my kiddy outfit and just enjoy my day as it is.

like the mayday song - ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le.
we arent really happy.
we are jus telling ourself to be happy.

how many times have we slow down and see if we hurt anyone?
often we just felt what WE felt, what about what others felt about us ?

i want my friends, my loved ones to be happy with themself and each others.
there is never a thing as pleasing both sides.
frankly speaking, who can do tat? if u can, well, darn good for u den.

if it hurts you, let it go. tat way u wun hurt so badly.
if it doesnt hurt you, dont push it till it pokes u.

live life with a push-pull attitude.

;)
suddenly 我要呼呼!

my new red riding hood!

the bf bought me a casio watch.
ok many of you will say - euew where got nice.
honestly i DUN CARE wat u think.
i love my baby for his sweet thoughts and i love the watch.
FUNKY!
red!
i love it, my red riding hood!

:) :)

1 blog post

wanted to blog but i duno wan to say wat.

LOL.
so there u go! 1 blog post.
hahahha.

short n simple.

buy or dun buy. !!

If i buy something, i need to give up getting another thing.

but now i dare not buy things cause im a pauper.

been feeling down down down.

my last two papers kill all my enthusiasm away.
i dont even see anything i wan buy, but my wardrobe's shouting for more tops.
haiii..
dilemma~~

under my umbrella ella eh eh eh ehhhhhhhh~

p/s: see! im even going crazy.

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

i ish crazily repeating this song on my mp3!
super in love with it!

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
~~end~~

my brains got blew away!

i think my first paper manage to blow my brains away.
imagine:
invigilator - " you may all read the questions now for 15mins"
flip open test paper.

mind went "vhoom" blank!
period.

end of story.
killer paper
nw i need a hot shower and a nap.
nite nite peeps!

D-Day again soon! 12 more hours!

im so tireddd...
my brain feels so dead. but i still got like 12 hrs before my first exam paper for this sem.
im jus storming thru my notes but im like sooooo tired and soooo cant rem anything.
gosh.!!
help me!!!!

:/

happy birthday !!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to john OOPS! joleeennnnn!!!!
happy birthday to youuuu.....

my long long fren,
i wish u greatest luck in your final hell month for the exams.
and i know cupid will strike u very very soon.
stay happy and lovely.
HUGSSS.
May our friendship last till our 'young' age.

:) :)

1850s

i guess i would look like this in the earlys 1850s...
haha

when isa is drunk, she do major kissing

before i got drunk , i look all nice n fresh..


on the path to major OD n let loose...


den the kissing starts..





and kissing













i had soooo much fun though
but i OD on housepours. haha.
i ish a happy drinker and a true blue singaporean when it comes to free flow!!!

Those were the days! :)

:)

so when can i start again?

to me, my clothes are never enough.
and when i feel this way, what do i do?
i shop! i shop! and i shoppppppp!!

online blogshops are my fatal hits.

if u gif me $1000 i guess i will blow EVERYTHING on online blogshops.

shopping online is a gamble, a risk.
u might have to take a risk with the size, the mail.
i tried before. items way too big/ material dun match, item looking hideous.
and i lost 2 precious mail as well.
they never arrive.
sighhhh...

mummy was telling me:
"why not you wear everything u have in your wardrobe. everyday u wear different attire."

me:
"den when i got nothing new to wear for tat day, i can start buying new outfits already isit, :p"

mum went speechless. haha.
she could only nod her head.

credit-card less now. im starting to look into the RED financial status of mine.
:/

happy birthday 老婆!!

happy birthday darling!
even though things may not be as smooth. even though u may feel no one loves you.
but you got me. & hui.
we may not be the ones to give u TLC but we are always here if u nd someone.
we can cry tgt, laugh tgt, bitch tgt.
cause the friendship we share will last for the decade.
no matter what, be happy cause you got to love yourself.
i dont have much to give you. but only a big hug and my friendship.
:) smile!

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

STOP STRESSING ME!!!

i will be away for 4 days.
i need to sort out my thinking. my thoughts.
wipe my eyes, clear my tears.

its my fault too. but why cant u respect me?

im asking for too much.
i dun wanna think anymore. not for now

STOP STRESSING ME!!!

Grand prix F1 2008

im fortunate to have a machi liked xiuhui.
F1 tickets for the qualifying round. even though its qualifying round, im happy enough. the experience is more important. the adrenaline is crazyyyyy...!
booze, sweat, the vroom vroom vroommmmm sounds. Damn power!!
and i went with my baby :)







(we went to johnnie walker bar, had a drink or two, grab a free mug and saw mika haikkenen)




(theres a HUGE screen at a few points to catch the match and zouk! free entry, or rather entry EVERYWHERE)




(the cousins at F1, whats best den chilling with a beer)