学会 - i have to 学会

难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住不被发现
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱道别
却模糊了最后一句再见
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱的道别
却模糊了最后一句再见
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
可惜你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱的道别
却模糊了最后一句再见

numb

numb

one of those days.

its one of my those days again.
no, its not nearing the time of the month.
feeling pretty shitty recently.
no mood to work, no mood to love, no mood to play.
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recently the CRO is at it again.
she never fails to amaze me with her ability to irritate the hell out of people.
without fail every morning there is sure to be something to say or hear about her.
she is the kind when ppl late for work she will reprimand ppl.
even those who are much more senior in level compare to her.
she will ask interviewees who are early to come back again at their designated interview time.
she will ask everyone around her to pour drinks for guests, except doing it herself.
she orders tons of roll up paper towels but only order a tin containing 30+ biscuits for an office of 40+ppl.
~_~'''
she sends email out to ppl who step on her toes, each n every line pointing directly straight at the person. even if the person is the most mild tempered and definitely did not meant it kind.
she claims ppl asking her to pour drinks for guests aint professional enuf. body language a big wrong.
honestly dont you think e issue is you?
if one person were to find fault with u, i guess perhaps its not you.
but if a handful of people find fault with you, hmmm den i guess it has to be you??
work is a mean of making a living for everyone.
why not do it in a harmonius way?
laugh a little, chill a little, life goes a longggggg wayyyy.
my office CRO is absolutely ''amazing''.
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i love my mum. i adore my mum.
but i absolutely do not adore my dad.

dont ask me why.
dont feel like elaborating.
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somethings bothering me.
hmmm... what the hell is it?

Presenting .....

I present the ONE:
who makes me cry
who makes me scream all the time
who makes me happy
who makes me laugh
who makes me angry
who makes me pissed

but still:

i adore him....

:)

simple wish

i wish i am happy