Cousin Xueli's married!!!!!

in short - congrats cousin xueli. zhi yong , u better take care of my cousin. or your arse will be in deep shit.

fabulous wedding. crazy bunch of family!

msia , truly asia

ok. since i no mood to do other stuff, i shall blog a bit about my trip.
i think you all might have heard of me going to genting/KL for liked a donkey number of times. but wat to do. there cheap cheap, and 3d2n easy.
this time me and bf are joined by new frens - ryan and jenny.
genting:




us at first world hotel again. this time a room with bath tub. weeeeee....






the big kids at theme park again! genting!!

-----------------------------------------
KL:






our hotel in KL - berjaya times square. super comfy!




when u get drunk, all's merry!


we saw a rainbow on our way back. it was damn clear, damn big!

i think me n bf should reali go somewhere further.
msia is getting boring. but if beach places i dun mind, maybe the beach place RC recommend. :)

i should but later!

i should blog about my trip and my cousin xueli's wedding.

but..

later..
tired...

p/s: i freaking slept at 810pm last night , all the way to this morning 730am!!

malaysiaaa trulyyyyy asiaaaaa

hihi.

sorry for the lack of public blogs.
have been blogging in private and limitations to friends.
somethings cannot show too many ppl *shy*

haha..
come on! sing with me.
rang wo men get high!!

yours truly is going to malaysiaaaa trulyyyyy asiaaaaaa...

haah. i know i know. not much a fancy place. but i need a break!
holiday!
eat!
shop!
rot!

im goin genting and KL with bf and his friends.
not too close to his friends but i hope it will be fun fun fun!
i will be out of action from all the online shopping.
phew!
wallet has a big hole and bank acc is depreciating at an alarming speed.
call me mini mag. *wink to mag*

i'll be away from 28/8 - 30/8.
dun miss me too much!

will be back with more photos and also attending cousin xueli wedding on sun 31/8.

photos photos soon!
tata!

MAYBE- neyo

Lyrics:

[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Verse 2:]
Im always connected online
Hooked on facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

lack of enthusiasm

since sem 2 start, haven been really focusing.
duno why, but mind's been pretty blank.
even with the pressing assignment dateline, im still pretty slack about what should be done.
gosh.
i guess i really lost it.
my enthusiasm.

i have a test at 7pm and im only 50% thru my revision.
and i intend to just bluf my way thru.
what happen to me!!


:(

my 'new' house

Recently my house undergo a revamp.
Yes. totally different concept.
Credit go to mum, auntie lailah & brother.
I just help a bit with clearing up and moving stuff around.
Still not use to the multi-colour theme though. haha :)
Sorry no bro's room pics cause he's asleep now. dun wan to get a scolding for taking a pic. :) jus imagine yellow and maroon with a yinyang LOgo!
ha!

My living room:
(multi theme)







Mummy's room:
(pink & purple)





My room:
(Pink & purple)

我知道我变漂亮了

even if we did surgery, deep down inside we know we are much more beautiful den any modification we did.

and NO i did not do any surgery. u tink i print notes ar!

(:

你没想像中爱我 — 石欣卉《一切完美》插曲/片尾曲

i love this song

about love

my colleague forwarded an email to me and it struck a chord in me.
its really true.
Just hw many ard us, including me, becomes lazy and complacent with love and the ones we love/ones who love us.
Many. !
i started reflecting on myself.
I am getting lazier n lazier.
last time i will want to scout ard and wear pretty clothes out on week ends.
not that i am looking scruffy n messy now. but it gets to a point im always in tee and shorts.
once the bf mention, eh hw come u always wear tee and shorts now already?
*bham* it struck me at the moment.
oops. where are all my snuggly jeans, short skirts, pretty dresses and lovely tops? nesting in my messy wardrobe.
not that i dun shop. in fact ppl who knows me know im a SHOPAHOLIC.
i love clothes, shoes and bags.
but where is my responsibility towards my relationship? the respect and importance i put into it?
i realise bf must have been feeling 'neglected'.
like i told val yest, smetimes once in a while, we need to dress for the benefits of our guys. to let them know we still care, and even if we have been to this place, doing the same stuff for like the N times. we will still want to look pretty to them.
to feel the sweetness of the times when we jus started dating.

Lets see what was forwarded to me and relate more to it:

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
its this way.
when its honeymoon period, everything you see everything he does, we will just find it so sweet, so nice.
but once the honeymoon period is over, we start arguing. we start thinking how come we din notice their shortcoming before that. why is he doing this, why is it she dun understand me.
its very common.
but at the same time, i feel that its through this stage whereby we know each other better. know our partner for who he/she is.

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。
wheres our graciousness?
why cant we accept ppl for who they are, just like hw we want them to accept for who we are.

在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
maybe next time i wun eat so much prawns
:p

在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
the guy in the scenario is an asshole.
kudos to the 2nd guy.
i hope bf wun be like the 1st. thank god, nope for now.

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！
*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分
theres no right person for anyone.
onli being right together.
accept the flaws, appreciate the gd points.

那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

a relationship is never easy to manage., much less keep.
appreciate the ones around you.
show your love., let them see nothing's change much since dating days.
you still do love them.
its just that humans are lazy and complacent.

bf, i love you..
and i'll reflect on myself. to be more sweet and more understanding towards you.
: )

the golden boy is getting married

My all time fav is getting married.
Anyway it is about time. :)

yes baby i love it

yes crocs mary jane. suede alice.
i love it. comfy. and no not fugly!

:) baby i love it and glad u accepted the 4dollars
its better to be safe den sorry!!
:D

repeated!!!

its repeating itself over and over again.

:(

not good enough

its always about not good enough..

sem 1 finally OVER!!

lao niang wo pass my sem 1 papers with 'frying' colours.
yes 'frying' cause the results are not fantastic results but can see, can pass.

its been a stressed half year. just tat past 1.5mths of exams and waiting for results can kill liao.

im glad its over for 2 mths.

come oct 2008, sem 2 exams.

yes you heard me! exams again... haiiii....

but lao niang wo shi kai xin de!!

:D hiak hiak

not blogging?

hihi

miss me ?? :)

been feeling rather down recently. like this nagging pek chek feeling bugging me.
i m easily irritated and i want to scream at people.

hai.
i try not to. to swallow the pek chek feeling down.

i hope it'll pass...

p/s: i hope 3/7/2008 bears good news.
pray with me.

emomosabelle

hi those all those who reads my blog,
i dont know you or i may know you. THANKS FOR READING THE STUFF I CRAP ABOUT!

Anyway i decided to be reali reali 'extra' and got myself an LJ account as well
some stuff which i cant post privately here , i will post there. just for friends to see my ranting.

:)

add me in your list

http://emomosabelle.livejournal.com

rawa, baby? can we , can we? -- > YES WE CAN!!

I want to enjoy this with dearie...

recharge

finally all papers are done for sem 1!
all the lost of sleep, the nightmares of failing... hopefully all gone

now i need to recharge for sem two, which is coming in less den a week's time.
sigh.
no rest.

p/s: i hope 3 jul brings gd news

my donuts... thank you bf

during noon, i : ''dear i feel like eating donuts.''

night: DING DONG!





i love you dear.
:)

what is the being in love?

pardon this cliche topic of mine.

suddenly as i was browsing thru random blogs.
i realise this is a question many ppl ask themself.

what is being in love?
what are the stuff we do? feel? think?

being the emo me, i can easily sense the not-being-love side ever more.

i crave attention and understanding from the bf.
bf being an independent person, sometimes fail to see this.
eg: bf doesnt reply smses if he is very busy.
but for me, i will prefer to be notify if he is busy.

yes, i know i know. if really busy how to reply rite.

i dont know.
maybe i dun like waiting. i dun like feeling neglected.

do not think that the bf doesnt care.
he does.
:)

he consoles me at times when i least expect it.
he remembers the stuff i like to eat and dont like to eat.
he knows my weird habits.
he knows my strange facial expressions.
he even catches the 'pitiful face' when i cant finish my food.
im what he calls - his french gf. (cause i nv finishes my food. its like french appreciation of their food. to leave a lil aside)

i feel loved when i get attention.
is this how it should be?
i duno.
shall ask the bf what he tinks.

:)

thank you my mother

niceeeeeee
i likeeee....
great web!
great bag!
cool mum!!
(:

it is said....

According to researchers in Germany, if you wish to use your biological clock to wake u up in the morning, there is a method.

let say you wish to get up at 6am:
before you sleep, hit your head against your pillow 6 times. afterwhich go to sleep.

not sure if it works though.

p/s: what if you woke up at 6pm instead???

haaa....

The bf's bro's wedding :)

Attended eugene's wedding at clarke quay, peony jade.
the restaurant was posh and classy for a chinese restaurant. the MC was a bit 'niang' though. LOL.
The main pics are taken by professional. so please bear with my amateur skills.



--> me and him


--> sister and brother.



--> me and the lovely sister



--> my stylo milo bf



--> me and auntie :)



--> me and the bf's lil cousin.

thank you for your blessing

Thank you for your blessings....
i feel blessed...

:)

4th June 2008, 5pm

the R-day is coming soon
*shiver*
pray hard!!!

1.5 times larger den life

i had the strangest dream last nite.
or rather almost a nightmare
i dreamt the bf was sniggering to others abt the size of my thighs.
apparantly in the dream, my thighs balloon almost 1.5 times the actual size
*shivers*
is it a sign i shd cut on my food intake?

meet my old love

meet my new love

Hi I'm MILO Yeo!
:)

no reason

sometimes we give reasons for the stuff we purchase.
but seriously, i bet 99% of the reasons are just excuses.

post birthday updates

hi people, guess i haven been blogging positively recently. oh well, today's sunday. leisure day. since im at home, shall blog abt my one week of bday eating session. oops. yes! 1 week. am grateful to all my pig fren dog fren (zhu peng gou you) for making time out to meet me for dinner/ lunch or whichever. although deep dwn i wish i had smething else too. but! canot be greedy!.
before i post the pics. let the credits roll first:
1. the bf. although things hasnt been rosy for awhile but thank you fr the dinner and the t&c that i wanted. thanks love.
2. my lovely family and 2nd family. thank u all for the lovely dinner, cheesecakes and the bday song in the car. (:
3. my 2 lil xiao peng you, jena n hui. thks for the homemade bday card & vouchers. and the lovely cupcakes 'cake'
4. mag. thks for the sms from korea although i din receive. but i reali appreciate it.
5. my gals. jol, val, mich & rose. thks for the present(perfume), dinner and cheesecake.
6. thks anisa. for making me wear silly bday hat, poppers and buying me delicious royce chocolate.
7. my fanatic 4. finally meet up with u gals for dinner and thks gracie for the coin purse. (red one smemore!)
8. And all those who wish me!
another year pass and i m even older. *cringe*.. oh well, must ren lao le.
bit tired liao :p
post pics another time when i figure out how to use slide show kinda format. LOL.

继续沉默

说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do

not happy

im not feeling happy

1155pm

now is 1155pm according to my laptop's clock.

sigh..
its aint what i expected.

Thank you

happy birthday babe

happy birthday babe.!
hugs~

my new past time!

my all time 'fav' past time for the past 2 weeks.
yes!
mugging for my papers.
just finish intro to acc today, had Org behaviour on monday.
verdict: killer paper
honestly i wish i was a lil more hardworking and that my brain capacity is not just 1 gb but 8gb!
i hate income statement but for the exam i must sayang it.
haven been having enuf slp.
tink to the bed at 2am, up by 6am.
yes! that is hw bad.
and i have nitemares. *shivers*
Last paper this fri! LAW! gotta chiong for it again.
sigh, tml is public holidays but i still nd to study. BORING!
-----

a side note:
thk u to all who repeated 'chase' me for a bday wish list.
honestly i reali duno wat i wan.
The tiff necklace? haha... maybe i already got it ^-^
i wan to get a reali gd wallet to stay. so maybe vouchers? taka vouchers...
isetan vouchers will be good also.. my ettusai make up need refill soon.
a new watch? round face, leather one. the dkny one i wanted last yr i NEVER got it.
haha.. plain with jus dkny written in it. :p
new bottle of polo ralph romance perfume?
a new hp.. LOL. mine has been shutting down on me recently.
a laptop bag for my lappie. want to bring the laptop out but liked not so protected.
RED will be nice. HOT PINK too ! :)
den again, of coz, $$.
it is most practical.
need not put in red packets. any wrapping welcome!
haha...
most importantly please wish me happy bday and pray hard with me that i pass my first sem in my undergrad life.
honestly wkin n studying is very very very tiring and it demoralise a person.

ok peeps, after my exams, i will try, yes i will to make time for all of you.
cause 5/5 i start my one month marketing course again.
sigh~ only two days to rest.

ok la
logging off.
goin shower n study agaiN!
bye!

porridge and lots of love

we went shopping for groceries at ntuc.
discussing what we should try to cook up for dinner.

verdict: porridge.

ingredients:
chicken
minced pork
ginger
rice
asparagus (cooked seperately)
century egg (e bf loves it)

End result: Lots of love...

i guess the whole cooking together makes one feel really bliss.
especially when you know theres going to be another meal like this the next day.

:)

oh now i get rated an alcoholic!

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4th may

oh fuck off!

Brooding...

i dont feel good.
and its all black and white now..

another day

just any other week end.
not including the bugging headache, the pain in the tummy and the full blast body ache.
bf is out from reservist. yippee...
went movie with him on sat. after a long time.
cant even rem the last show i watched.
caught the street kings by keanu reeves:

Keanu Reeves plays Tom Ludlow, a veteran LAPD Vice Detective. Ludlow sets out on a quest to discover the killers of his former partner, Detective Terrance Washington (Crews). Whitaker plays Captain Wander, Ludlo's supervisor, whose duties include keeping him within the confines of the law and out of the clutches of Internal Affairs Captain Biggs (Laurie). Ludlow teams up with a young Robbery Homicide Detective (Evans) to track Washington's killers through the diverse communities of Los Angeles. Their determination pays off when the two Detectives track down Washington's murderers and confront them in an attempt to bring them to justice.

i'll have to say. not a very gd show. its like those average bad cops, gd cops. gd cops get killed by bad cops. yadah yadah yadah.
not my type of show...
i think i nd to watch a bimbo show to destress.
LOL...

you.

its really you but you dont get it.

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chiooooo.....

Jb in ages... VIP KTV....

Since we aint have enough money to go far, we gals decided to take a lil trip across the causeway.
immigration went smoothly. although my thumbprint was rejected at the access point.
the lady at the immigration in msia kept smiling at me... for duno wat reason.
LOL.

once we step in JB, we headed to city square.
growling tummy. we satisfied our hunger at the sizzling stone.
yummy!!

nx we walk ard. but seriously the fashion there not suitable for us.
BU ZHI DE!~
so what to do next.... KTV...
the biggest ktv i've seen. for just 3 person...



--> this big for 3 little gals... ktv at a luxury level. even comes with attached toilet. :p



--> look! can you spot us?



--> gigantic tv.



--> we just love singing all 3 at one go!





3 crazy gals

Its Time....

Its the time now...
NO! not monthly periods.
Its exams period
*shivering*
i can feel my inner exam phobia coming out soon.
im going to be in hibernation after this week. to tackle the notes/books/past yr paper.
im reali bad at memorising, not to mention my brain's pretty rusty.
gosh!
hermit soon.
so people, if i dun meet you is cause im trying to spend what ever free time i have revising.
Promise, after exams, i will exit from hibernation.
pls dun forget me!

no one is useless.

李圣杰-擦肩而过
放飞心情

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
~~end~~

why do you push the fault onto yourself?
why do you always find excuse for his temper outbreak?
why must you let him step on ur pride?
you love him, yes u do.
but what abt him?
if he reali loves you, even if u get shit results for your exams, he will still hug u n console you, encourage you to do better the next time.
NOT snigger at you, and tell you - ''see i know u sure do shit. you are useless"
its not true if you have no spending power means you are useless.
god dun create us to let ourself be humiliated and insulted by another.
no one has the right to...
and if you let it get to you. you are not useless. you just lost your right.
lost your right to fight for what u believe in. YOURSELF.
no one is useless.
no one is born with a talent.
all this are nutured over the years.
before, life without him was smooth.
what makes u think life without him will not be smooth?
i cant dictate what you should do.
but think....