blog has been stagnant for a while.
why?
cause i have been really busy.
assignments due!
tests coming up!
and i m not happy when i get interrupted in the midst of clearing my back logs.
roarrrr....
with 8 chapters to study, a part of an essay to write, a pile of work to clear in the office.
i wonder how do i maintain my sanity.
sigh.
munch munch!
i need a latte. NOW!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Lifeless. motionless.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
happy birthday ZAN!
Happy Birthday ZAN!!!
let me sing you a song:
zu ni sheng ri kuai le
zu ni sheng ri kuai le
zu ni sheng ri kuai leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
zu ni sheng ri kuai leeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
happy birthday babe!
may your wishes come true and stay blessed.
p/s: may your prince charming appear at the stroke of midnight *wink wink*
/hugs & kisses
ISA
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
once again i feel hurt.
once again you prove me right.
once again you prove that he is more important den me.
i have to slog thru work n school.
get ridden with a butt of debts.
but what did i get?
not even a consolation price?
i often felt this is all what i owe you.
owe you for the shit results i got in the past, for the times you did all my stuff.
but honestly do you know how i feel?
u rather listen to him den help me.
it hurts.
reali hurt like mad.
why am i always second place?
sometimes its not cause i want to feel rebellious. but its cause after all i am not the main priority.
so what if i degrade myself.
after all i m second grade.
1 down, more to come
ok!
my OB individual assignment has been submitted.
Any damages unable to recall anymore.
now to tackle the group assignment.
Thank god i have great group members.. and our group name is all thanks to me - Surviving on Chocolates!
and coming March, all the tests and after that exams.
after my short break, its time to hit the books!
adios!!
Saturday, February 16, 2008
clumsy belle
my legs turn wobbly and bam! i sprain my ankle and scrap my knee.
sob sob :'(
i is damn suay!
Friday, February 15, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
sorry but its hilarious
http://idontwanttobefamous.blogspot.com/
i dont mean to be mean.
but its hilarious!!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
SAME MISTAKE
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night,
said "Have you seen my enemy?"
said "he looked just like me"
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,
oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Don't buy the promises 'cause
There are no promises I keep,
and my reflection troubles me
so here I go
oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake (REPEAT) again
oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars
Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.
feeling shitty
having this sense of loneliness and emptiness bugging me.
Are we all so busy with our own on-going life that we forgot about others that are IN our lifes now also?
why do people need care? need concern? need attention?
TO NOT FEEL FORGOTTEN!
often the more we crave for TLC we get none.
often we seek attention we are ignored/neglected.
often this is the case.
people always say - if u keep chasing after something, it just slips away, further from you.
Is the stress getting to me?
How come i keep feeling shitty recently?
i wanna throw tantrums but i cant.
i wanna jus sit in one corner n whine, but i cant.
i wanna jus throw everything aside and run away, but i cant.
i jus feel empty.
where's my life?
my vibrant self?
come back to me.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
new name?
im contemplating changing my blog address.
why?
cause feifeizhu in the long run might reali come true in reflection.
hahaha.
hmmm, now what should i change to?
*pondering*
Friday, January 18, 2008
Lil Miss School AGAIN
Im blogging in the position of ms student feifeizhu.
the qns now on my mind is - what the hell possess me to want to carry on the book burden and study again.
i must have been crazy.
carrying on a financial burden for 5yrs. all for the sake of the tiny better quality sealed paper which eventually i will get it laminated for storage purpose.
that paper which is suppose to bring me to higher level in my career and make a difference in my life. does it?
the bf ask me today - r u tired?
my answer - im very tired.
he replies - c la. who ask u go n study. now become so tired. haha.
as much as i grumble, as much as he tease, we both know that getting this degree is for my own good. for OUR future?
work and school's been taking pretty much of my time.
friday nights are permanently burn out as far as i know now.
haha...
in a way its also ok cause i probably will shop less (i hope!)
i sleep less and in the process of developing dark rings n double vision recently (result of lack of slp).. haha...
commercial law is confusing me to the max lo.
i guess i better prepare my revision early.
plus, assignment due in week 6 & week 10.
acounting so far lecturer's been making it bearable.
for the amount im paying per lesson, i got to buck up my ass man!
roberto carrot jena tan, pls stop ur plans to keep tempting me to skip classes. tsk tsk tsk. go find a job quick la! :p
yawnz... sleepy...
feifeizhu signing out...
Monday, January 14, 2008
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