我要呼呼

when we grow up, our wants become different.
suddenly to all of us, its becoming a WANT, NEED or MUST.

where were all the simple fun loving chattering and wacky fun we used to have?

growing up not only means losing the childhood laughter we had, the simple meaning to how we look at things and the easy satisfaction.

growing up we start to want this, do that, must get this, dont want to meet tat.
its no more, yes or no.
its more of , i have to, i must, i need.

suddenly i long to just strip off my adult attire and just step back to my kiddy outfit and just enjoy my day as it is.

like the mayday song - ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le.
we arent really happy.
we are jus telling ourself to be happy.

how many times have we slow down and see if we hurt anyone?
often we just felt what WE felt, what about what others felt about us ?

i want my friends, my loved ones to be happy with themself and each others.
there is never a thing as pleasing both sides.
frankly speaking, who can do tat? if u can, well, darn good for u den.

if it hurts you, let it go. tat way u wun hurt so badly.
if it doesnt hurt you, dont push it till it pokes u.

live life with a push-pull attitude.

;)
suddenly 我要呼呼!

my new red riding hood!

the bf bought me a casio watch.
ok many of you will say - euew where got nice.
honestly i DUN CARE wat u think.
i love my baby for his sweet thoughts and i love the watch.
FUNKY!
red!
i love it, my red riding hood!

:) :)

1 blog post

wanted to blog but i duno wan to say wat.

LOL.
so there u go! 1 blog post.
hahahha.

short n simple.

buy or dun buy. !!

If i buy something, i need to give up getting another thing.

but now i dare not buy things cause im a pauper.

been feeling down down down.

my last two papers kill all my enthusiasm away.
i dont even see anything i wan buy, but my wardrobe's shouting for more tops.
haiii..
dilemma~~

under my umbrella ella eh eh eh ehhhhhhhh~

p/s: see! im even going crazy.

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

i ish crazily repeating this song on my mp3!
super in love with it!

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
~~end~~

my brains got blew away!

i think my first paper manage to blow my brains away.
imagine:
invigilator - " you may all read the questions now for 15mins"
flip open test paper.

mind went "vhoom" blank!
period.

end of story.
killer paper
nw i need a hot shower and a nap.
nite nite peeps!

D-Day again soon! 12 more hours!

im so tireddd...
my brain feels so dead. but i still got like 12 hrs before my first exam paper for this sem.
im jus storming thru my notes but im like sooooo tired and soooo cant rem anything.
gosh.!!
help me!!!!

:/

happy birthday !!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to john OOPS! joleeennnnn!!!!
happy birthday to youuuu.....

my long long fren,
i wish u greatest luck in your final hell month for the exams.
and i know cupid will strike u very very soon.
stay happy and lovely.
HUGSSS.
May our friendship last till our 'young' age.

:) :)

1850s

i guess i would look like this in the earlys 1850s...
haha

when isa is drunk, she do major kissing

before i got drunk , i look all nice n fresh..


on the path to major OD n let loose...


den the kissing starts..





and kissing













i had soooo much fun though
but i OD on housepours. haha.
i ish a happy drinker and a true blue singaporean when it comes to free flow!!!

Those were the days! :)

:)

so when can i start again?

to me, my clothes are never enough.
and when i feel this way, what do i do?
i shop! i shop! and i shoppppppp!!

online blogshops are my fatal hits.

if u gif me $1000 i guess i will blow EVERYTHING on online blogshops.

shopping online is a gamble, a risk.
u might have to take a risk with the size, the mail.
i tried before. items way too big/ material dun match, item looking hideous.
and i lost 2 precious mail as well.
they never arrive.
sighhhh...

mummy was telling me:
"why not you wear everything u have in your wardrobe. everyday u wear different attire."

me:
"den when i got nothing new to wear for tat day, i can start buying new outfits already isit, :p"

mum went speechless. haha.
she could only nod her head.

credit-card less now. im starting to look into the RED financial status of mine.
:/

happy birthday 老婆!!

happy birthday darling!
even though things may not be as smooth. even though u may feel no one loves you.
but you got me. & hui.
we may not be the ones to give u TLC but we are always here if u nd someone.
we can cry tgt, laugh tgt, bitch tgt.
cause the friendship we share will last for the decade.
no matter what, be happy cause you got to love yourself.
i dont have much to give you. but only a big hug and my friendship.
:) smile!

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

STOP STRESSING ME!!!

i will be away for 4 days.
i need to sort out my thinking. my thoughts.
wipe my eyes, clear my tears.

its my fault too. but why cant u respect me?

im asking for too much.
i dun wanna think anymore. not for now

STOP STRESSING ME!!!

Grand prix F1 2008

im fortunate to have a machi liked xiuhui.
F1 tickets for the qualifying round. even though its qualifying round, im happy enough. the experience is more important. the adrenaline is crazyyyyy...!
booze, sweat, the vroom vroom vroommmmm sounds. Damn power!!
and i went with my baby :)







(we went to johnnie walker bar, had a drink or two, grab a free mug and saw mika haikkenen)




(theres a HUGE screen at a few points to catch the match and zouk! free entry, or rather entry EVERYWHERE)




(the cousins at F1, whats best den chilling with a beer)

tian mi mi , ni xiao de tian mi mi

bliss is riding a bicycle, with him riding, u as a pillion.

bursting into the familiar lyrics - "tian mi mi, ni xiao de tian mi mi"

and the usual battering abt who's weighing the bicycle speed down.

hahaha.

when betty boop meets care bear (rainbow)

when my bf buys me stuff, its one item most of the time.
this time he bought me a VS pair.

Ms betty boop


VS carebear share (rainbow)!!



:) :)

i wan my items!

im reali v piss and very very sian.

i bought a dress to want to wear to bangkok.
i bought a dress to want to wear to work.
IT NEVER CAME!!

WTH.
both sellers have informed me tat they have mail out. for sure.

wat the hell is singpost doing.
and people ard me also told me they didnt received their items for other blog.

but jena received hers from the same seller as mine.

SINGPOST.... GIVE ME MY ITEMS!!! PLEASE!!
50 bucks is nothing to you....

weh weh.
and its not even raining recently. !!

they make me hesitate to buy online.
or mayb spend more money on registered instead.
shit!

hello, are you 18 yet?

its monday again!

over the weekend was the mid autumn festival.
following a non traditional practice, me and bf went with ryan & jenny to chinatown to get some mid autumn feel.
did we get anything? nahhhh....
nothing much there.
lots of pomelo though. haha.

since chinatown was boring and the night was still young.
we head to timbre.(raffles place).
as yours truly was in a top and shorts plus her regular birkies, the door bitch suddenly decided checking of identification was a must for our group.
the rest had their ics with them. and yes I DUN HAVE.

if you look back on my post. i celebrated my 2xth bday there this year. and they did not check my ic den!
so i was rather peeved.
i guess she sense it.
and guess what,
door bitch: i hope you understand this is my work procedure and you reali dont look like you hit the age yet.
(should i be flattered??)
me: ok den since i dun have my ic with me. i guess i cant go in den.
door bitch (after 3mins chatter with ryan): i can let you in but im sorry you cant order alcoholic drinks
i: sheeshhhh.
since i dun wan to kill the nite for the rest. i ordered a virgin margarita with NO alcohol.

*extreme boredom*

ps: bf ask me why din i ask door bitch to observe my face for wrinkles. *bish*

i ish anxious and not excited liao

recently im getting pissed at singpost.
i bought smething last week and i think it was mailed to me den.
BUT i haven receive ANYTHING YET.

and ruth told me package was sent back to her in a WET STATE.
wth!
thk god the items inside is well packed in plastic.

sigh~
i was so excited wanting to receive my stuff.
but now the wait is wearing this excitement off.. . . . .