strong.... got to learn to be strong

i am not a strong person.
often i lie in bed weeping. why? - because i feel lonely.
at times when i m sick, i feel so alone. like no one gives a damn if i will die or not.
i know its extreme but i am such a person.

i got to learn to be strong
to be independent.
to be tough.

at least i got to get my life direction clear. got to know what i want in life and what i have to do to achieve it.

i got to let go of the old weak me and emerge a tough bitch.
even if so, i just got to learn to protect myself.
dun be too nice especially if kindness is not appreciated.