disoriented. disturbed.

have been feeling disoriented recently.
liked really out of sorts.
been damn stressed with lots of bills and back logs.

i hear calculators tick tacking more than i hear my hp buttons sound.
feel really dratful

i really need to learn to manage my finances well.
n yes, i really feel that credit cards are a liability.

guess i better not bring the stupid card out.

got to clear all the bills and start a new managing plan.
damn!....

even my appetite is going against me
i keep eating full 3 meals and i dont like it.
it makes me bloated.

everthing is darn....

disturbed now.
signing out...