buy or dun buy. !!

If i buy something, i need to give up getting another thing.

but now i dare not buy things cause im a pauper.

been feeling down down down.

my last two papers kill all my enthusiasm away.
i dont even see anything i wan buy, but my wardrobe's shouting for more tops.
haiii..
dilemma~~

under my umbrella ella eh eh eh ehhhhhhhh~

p/s: see! im even going crazy.