in 2009, i really dun wanna cry

i hope whatever curse that has landed on me will please please pleaseeeeeeee be lifted.
past 2 years i spend this period of the year crying.
i really dun want to spend this year crying.
please.


i know im not smart but im open to comments.
i cant be 100% perfect but i will try to be a better person.

i wish the tide will make me, will make us a stronger person, a stronger team.