feeling like a prude.....

was just msn-ing with jon just now..... pouring my heart out to him.....


ono..<> :
yeah
Jono..<> :
just got up
Jono..<> :
go ahead
Jono..<> :
shoot
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
if u realise the gal u likes ur fren, wat will u do?
Jono..<> :
like that ah
Jono..<> :
there's nothing you can do
Jono..<> :
you love her but she loves someone else
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
will u be mad at ur fren?
Jono..<> :
no
Jono..<> :
unless he potong jalan
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
it happen to my fren n he is super mad. he he thinks his ex is cheap.. hai
Jono..<> :
haa...
Jono..<> :
in a way la
Jono..<> :
then it just means that girl doesn't love him that much
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
true also
Jono..<> :
crystal sent me a msnmsg yesterday
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
betwn them they hve some issues also to result to the break up
Jono..<> :
asking me how i was

Jono..<> :
break up good
Jono..<> :
haa...
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
den did u reply her?
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
so where u went last nite?
Jono..<> :
nope didn't reply
Jono..<> :
went to eagle street pier blow wind
Jono..<> :
sat at a cafe
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
sounds cool lei
Jono..<> :
talk, chatted...
Jono..<> :
walk walk
Jono..<> :
sit down at a bench
Jono..<> :
haa....
Jono..<> :
tasty
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
bench or beach?
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
salty la.. haha
Jono..<> :
bench
Jono..<> :
salty?
Jono..<> :
why?
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
all the sea breeze
Jono..<> :
not sea breeze
Jono..<> :
river breeze
Jono..<> :
not salty at all
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
orh
Jono..<> :
very nice
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
Jono..<> :
and yesterday was cold
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
ar
Jono..<> :
little chilly
Jono..<> :
you ?
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
me?
Jono..<> :
didn't go out
Jono..<> :
?
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
i spend all my time at hme now. duno wats wrong with me
Jono..<> :
Hmm..
Jono..<> :
that's good too
Jono..<> :
jay was like that for a while
Jono..<> :
now he's fine
Jono..<> :
ating this new girl
Jono..<> :
dating
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
prob is i m liked moodless nw
Jono..<> :
you'll be okay
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
i dun even wan to go out. my fren i'm mad
Jono..<> :
haa..
Jono..<> :
save money first, store power, then one time let go
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
ha...
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
even my bro has a gf nw
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
see them l0vey dovey makes me
Jono..<> :
haa...
Jono..<> :
relax
Jono..<> :
now you can enjoy your life
Jono..<> :
spend all your money on yourself
Jono..<> :
pamper yourself
Jono..<> :
it's good la
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
u noe i feel tat i m like lost in myself
Jono..<> :
don't think of the bad, think of the good
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
its like the feeling that i cant understand myself either
Jono..<> :
don't worry
Jono..<> :
everyone is changing and evolving
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
at times i giggle like a mad woman, den suddenly for a period of time i jus dun feel like talking
Jono..<> :
use this time to sort your life out
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
i dun hve confidence in myself anymore
Jono..<> :
that's so like me too
Jono..<> :
have la
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
n i dun meet ppl easily....
Jono..<> :
i think you're looking pretty good lately
Jono..<> :
your msn pic is nice
Jono..<> :
how's that for an ego booster?
Jono..<> :
haa...
Jono..<> :
and i'm nt saying it just to make you feel good
Jono..<> :
you're okay...
Jono..<> :
have some confidence
Jono..<> :
trust me
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
i feel like a prude
Jono..<> :
God has made our other halves and their out there
Jono..<> :
it's only a matter of time before you guys meet
Jono..<> :
so meanwhile, enjoy your life...
Jono..<> :
don't have to go looking for him
Jono..<> :
no la
Jono..<> :
why so down?
Jono..<> :
menses?
Jono..<> :
man i gotta go kay
Jono..<> :
talk to ya later
Jono..<> :
don't think so much aight?
Jono..<> :
you'll be fine
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
hope so
i.s.a - u i - i miss mdm lee kim huay! :
i have been feeling like a prude for a long time already

i always felt better after talking to him but this time round, it feels the same.... boring.....