s'pore idol!!!! - 04/11/04

well, watching the spore idol now....
really astonished by some of the songs, the idols-wannabe are singing...
i've got to admit, taufik is one RNB king.... very good.... .... olinda as usual maintain her skills.... but surprisingly slyvester chose the wrong songs this time round..... its jus too pitchy and ah beng-ish ..... got a feeling he mite have to leave this week unless the gals are keeping him for his looks..... ermmm... hmm..... n daphne's voice is too cutey for her own advantage... but cant blame her.. she's only 17 ... however im sure her voice raised a bit of goos bumps.... fr leandra, well she's weird.... cutesy at some bits, lady at some... really weird.... but i got a feeling she chose the wrong songs this week also.....
lets stay tuned to see who leaves and who stays....
cheers!

.................. things happen fr a reason that some times we cant explain ........

sometimes its sad how things will reach to a stage none of us understand.
the people, the surroundings, everything.....

intellactually we are suppose to understand why certain things happen for a certain reason what so ever but seriously how many of us can....?

here i m penning this with a lot of anger and hurt... wat the hell is wrong with all the ppl nowadays?
does it makes them happy seeing another person suffer?? do they get satisfaction from all these?

the anger and torment in me is beyond words description... i also got feelings. i also will experience ups and downs... but why cant anyone be there for me? i tot i had him, my family... but it seems liked i have no one

as lonely or as pathetic it seems... YES i have NO one..... no shoulders to lean on/cry on, no listening ears... no words of comfort/console... nothing!!

i m so damn tired... tired of fighting off the invisible attacks from all walks of life...
pls let me off... pls....
my relationship failed.... my personal life sucks... my job is not worth mentioning... what else can go wrong? hmmmm.... everything?
believe it or not, i m this unlucky....
when i walk, i stepped into puddles and get half my jeans soaked.. (trust me, its only the start of the day)....
think this is bad enuf, theres more to come.....
when i wan to use my hp i realise its out of battery.... darn, jus when i needed to make a call n guess wat i dun have coins on me.....
by e time i reach home, i was liked all soak to skin and my jeans are so heavy they are jus dropping by cm as i walk. my cough is getting worse... lungs coming out soon....
wat more can go wrong?

my friends complaining to me about their jobs and the fxxx up management they have to face.... it really got me thinking... is it us or is it this world revolves around the ppl themselves only...? everyone is jus turning bloody selfish... their mentality is jus a slogan -"bu shi ni si jiu shi wo wang"... the selfishness and stupidity is beyond simple words description.