dead.

i seriously wish im dead.

its not them, its US

hurts oh so much.

You must learn to forgive a man when he’s in love. He’s always a nuisance.
THE LIGHT THAT FAILED, RUDYARD KIPLING

I’m always wondering if he’ll return. Sometimes I pray that he doesn’t. And sometimes I hope he will. I wish on falling stars and eyelashes. Absence isn’t solid the way death is. It’s fluid, like language. And it hurts so much…so, so much.

kotex - WOW!

Normally when we see fashion, see new trends, see pretty pictures, we will all go WOW! so nice...
BUT wow dun just stay at fashion or stay with pretty pictures. It can also be instilled into our daily life.
gals like pretty stuff, girly feel and something different!
and who to know women better than KOTEX.

i was pleased to be able to tag along with barefootgirlfdaynight to the new Kotex WOW launch.
The event was held at Heaven's loft at Orchard Central.
The place was just ideal for a girlie gathering.
The place was in floral, girlish colors and beautifully decorated.




to add to the mysterious waiting time before the new product was launched FIRST HAND to us, KOTEX arrange for lovely food, drinks and DIY cupcakes decorations for us.. tell me you are not tempted by the cupcakes!!!



Whilst all of the lady bloggers were mingling around, it was time for kotex to launch the mysterious products. Their marketing team took the stage and show us a clip of kotex history and the beautiful new kotex designs. They even had an unveiling of the kotex WOW wall.



Around us were lookbooks with the samples of the new kotex design. so lovely that it tempted me to want to grab one pack for my monthly pains.



Worried about the pricing? Nah! fret not.



6 pads per pack (one pack has 3 designs)

Pad Length: 23cm

Price S$1.95

so cheap right? and you are NOT restricted to just one design! you can buy two packs with totally different designs from the other packs!

and the BEST part is - SINGAPORE is the first country to launch it!
come on, say - WOW!!!

be sure to grab it when they launch it in september.
In the mean time, join kotex facebook for more updates.!

Thanks again for the lovely experience KOTEX and barefootgirldaynight!

我知道自己在你心里已不重要

爱上你了音乐网
我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过
也许对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆
我带着一颗沉重的心走了
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过
但是对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆
难道早以注定
不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我坦白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到你不再属于我
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪
默默的离开

Its the end or a new beginning?

so true

saw this off luffagal tumblr

"If you always look for reasons not to be with someone, you’ll find them. But sometimes you have to let go and give your heart what it wants."
One Tree Hill

"With enough time, eventually we all see what was right in front of us and realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just opens new ones. Time over time."
Gossip Girl
Season 3, Episode 13

so apt.

想着你的脸 空虚的脸
麻木的走在 崩溃边缘
我需要可以 流泪的花园
灌溉这多苦味的诺言
最心爱的情人 却伤害我最深
为什么你背着我爱别人
女人天真的眼神 藏着冷酷的针
人生看不清 却奢望永恒。
哦,软弱的灵魂 已陷入太深
为什么你背着我爱别人
早已冷却的吻 藏在心中加温
爱情充满残忍 我却太认真
爱一层层 被撕裂
我一层层 被摧毁 被爱摧毁
我来不及 找到出口
我一层层 被摧毁 狠不下心
向黑夜 说再见 说再见

no one told me it was gonna hurt so much. n i din get to say gd bye.

天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好

天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑

说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好

marriage? age?

when all ur frens are getting married 1 by 1,
it onli means one thing - " im getting older"

period.

A year older.
but not any wiser...

=.=

bday wish/ bday list!

i want $$ for birthday wish pleaseeeeeeee
:p

hurhur...
:)

derma makes me depressed.

recently my face's been really itchy. like mad itchy. i can subconsciously scratch my nose until it show signs of slight bleeding :(
dont ask me why, it just itches a whole lot!!
couldnt take it just now and went to see the derma.

doc say it might be a case of eczema.
FML!
not only my hair scalp gt this issue! my face might have it too!!!??
:'( major depressed.
for those who don't know. eczema may not recovered. can only put under control.
face already like shitz, still gt this prob. boohoo!
i hope it will recover soon. sigh~
i tink i mus refrain from make up fr a few days le. gonna scare the ppl ard me with my make up less face. :(

this derma visit set me back by $139..
another FML!

to be edited. do check back!

i know its kinda early to post my bday wish list.
BUT! since im going to have the bday celebration early (due to my coming exams, YUCKS!)

heres what ive tot of so far (since january)

1. Camera --> have le
2. watch ---> also have le
3. bag --> val CHOP le :)


4. capitaland vouchers
5. top shop vouchers - xin xin chop le! :)
6. cash
7. new wallet. preferably kate spade. haha.

To b honest i much prefer CASH. but if you givers feel uncomfortable. by all means get the rest. :)

my "amazing race"

wasted.

life's not much left if we spend it crying.
n0 wonder i felt like i was wasting something recently.
its my life.

why?

on the sad side.

u are one i respect the most.
what happen to you?

the thought of everything beautiful destroyed in a few mths make me tear...
i lost the love and respect i have for you for years.

my only words to you - why?? why did you hurt the ones that love you wholeheartedly?

happy bday my machi mei mei

happy bday to u
happy bday to u
happy bday to huiiiiiiiiiiiii
happy birdayyyy to uuuuuuuuu!!!!

may your life be filled with beautiful things. lovely surprises and happiness!

lub u many many....

xoxo

(ps: will be edited with pics soon :p )

WHATCHA DOING???

alice in wonderland. melody gardot. casino. a small effiel to satisfy my europe temptations.


new melissa2ks flats.BC pleated chiffon mini with leggings. sensibar new hp accessory. BC victorian cardigan.



I guess this sums up my "what have i been up to"
kinda handicapped w/out a camera.
sigh.... :(
gonna go buy one soon. save up !!!

have a great coming wk end every one!

studio

somehow this pic reminds me of a studio shot. hahaha
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Priceless words

A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.

He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table.

He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.

He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean.

So is the rest of the house.

He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table.

'Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go grocery shopping.

Love You!'

Totally shocked with the note, he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper.

His son is also at the table, eating.

He asks, 'Son, what happened last night?'

His son says,
'Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious.
Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door'.

Confused, the man asks, 'So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me? I should expect a big quarrel with her!'

His son replies, 'Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off, you said, 'LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!'


Moral:
Self-induced hangover - $400.00
Broken crockery - $800.00
Breakfast - $10.00
Saying the Right Thing While Drunk? 'PRICELESS'

stale

my blog is turning stale.
=.=

kinda like me... stale... zzzzz

660th with a song

This is my 660th post.
i dedicate this post to val. hahaha

mrs sng,
here goes:
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to uuuuuuuu
happy birthday to u!!!!!!
may your life be filled with laughter n joy!

perhaps a junior soon?? :p


love,
isa :)

Happy CNY! & a belated V-DAY! :0)

Happy LUNAR new year my dear friends!!!!
my in-toe-net was down the past few days and i was handicapped. zzzz... now im back again!!! whooppeee. i must learn to cherish the connection as much as i can. :p
How was your CNY? lots of feasting/gambling/laughter and $$$ ?? :)
mine was like super hectic. early mornings, late nights. lucky din eat too much.
this yr's CNY chu yi was on the same day as V-day. therefore i spend my feb 14th gathering with relatives whom i see mayb onli once a year. :p yes yes i knw.. anti-social! but cant help it. daily life to life activities already take up more den 10hours of my daily life le.
show u a lil pic of my cousins whom i see once a year. :p


The guy is black is my didi. haha. and some ppl thought he is my kor kor. told him to use SK2 already. dun listen.
LOL LOL....

My chu 2 was spent visiting also and at night went for V-day dinner with my bf...
we went to the one at dempsey. nice atmosphere. but din manage to take any pic cause i din bring my camera.
its a nice lovely place. will love to try brunch there soon!!
my bf got me a bag that i reali wanted. i think most of you may not like it cause its quite a wacky design. but i love it.. smething diff. fr wk ends and fr sch. :p


:) :)

my romance dress :)

You know how every girl has this lil sweet dress that makes her feel romantic.
perhaps for a night out, a dinner with the special someone, or just all girly and light-headed.

this is mine

illegal gathering!

happy birthday

happy birthday my honey bunz....

love,hugs and kisses....
your ffz~

1/3/2010

and it starts on 1st of March!
It MUST start!!

:)

假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

One Chance.

if you have one chance.
one chance to get make over (surgically) by eg: dr wolfus wu.

who will you want to be??

习惯就好

罗志祥 - 习惯就好


你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃

我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰 无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃

我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰 无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒

习惯就好 习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到 自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒 一秒

a new law...

there shd be a law against wking on rainy days. we risk getting struck by lightning :p

oot: i got the mother of all tummy aches nw. wth!!

高以翔 oh 高以翔

oh my *floats*




i guess can overlook the fact that he's TOO TALL! hahahaha

i dun wan to be ME anymore

i hate myself!
i dun wan to be isabelle.
i dun wan...
....
fuck
fuck
fuck!

sometimes.

sometimes
when something hurts so much, we just turn numb.
why?
cause maybe the hurt has hit its peak point. whereby it cant hurt any further.

how do you all let out hurt?
i talk abt it. cry abt it. sob my heart n lungs abt it. and stay really moody abt it.
guess it doesnt help much.
it doesnt when you know the hurt is still there.

dont do anything

when is the last time u miss someone alot alot
but at the same time theres jus this something holding u back.
telling you not to miss them.
miss someone else or do something else.
when??

thank you...

When i thought i was never loved.
someone send some loving my way.
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thank you lena...

hatred

i sometimes hate myself
for being a weakling....
really...
:(

goodbye 2009, HELLOOOOO 2010~!

hihi
2009's gone in a flash man....
well, gdbye 2009. you left me with much tears, worries, sorrows and stress.
HELLOOOO 2010! i hope you are better guardian angel den 2009... :) :)
This year i welcomed 2010 with a whole new refresh look.

31.12.2009


This was my room for basically 90% of 2009 :p
minus the clothes on the bed. which i conveniently push to the side when i go to bed at nite.
lazy me decided to give it a gd clean up to welcome 2010. in case the angel gt frighten by my messy room....

tadaaaa...

all cleared of ill-fitting clothes/mouldy tee shirts and unwanted loots..

lets hope this state can last 1 mth. lol.

1.1.2010.. happy new year!
din really do much but attended the first wedding of 2010!
our princess mel got married! :)



and of coz! there is always the usual kaki-s to spice up some laughter at the wedding venue







Many of them have already left the company. wonder when's the next time we will come together for this much fun again :) who's nx in line to get married!!!????

02.01.2010...
Now as im rotting at home, i decided to blog , in case the feel goes away again... hahahaha
been wanting to blog but have been reali lazy. :p

so what did i do alone for 2nd day of the new year ?



i comb my hair. hahaha
i ate mac (no choice, house got nuthing to eat le. and only mac delivers!)
i surf net (boring. nuthing to do. and fb keep hanging on me)
i pampered my nails abit.

hur hur...
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so what have you peeps been doing to welcome in 2010?
can leave me a comment to share a bit!!! :)
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my 2010 new resolution are:
1. save money
2. graduate!
3. make sure i stick to number 1.
4. stay healthy and positive
5. keep fit n slim (hopefully)

and my hopes for 2010 are:
- all my friends to stay happy and healthy!
- negative thoughts to leave me
- my family to be well and safe
- clear all the bad air from 2009
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so 2010, be good, give me some loving!!!!

hugsssss

peace out
ffz~