wishlist

thank you to those who repeatedly ask for my wish list and to those who did not ask but got me present....

ok, not sure if too late to upload the wish list but i really had a headache what to ask for this year...
*actually $$ most practical, ha. *

ok. here's wat i want at the moment:

1. a medium crumpler sling bag for outings.... not those that can put A4 size one! that one i have liao - xiuhui,jena book : )

2. a white/black espirit leather bag, its big n spacey! - jol, rose & val booked. : )

3. an agnes B card holder. its beige & pink. nice... but bit pricey $125 :p

4. oakley sun glasses perhaps? since i dun have a proper sun glass...

5. shopping vouchers

6. the new CK into U perfume.. nice smell....

7. DKNY white face black leather watch...

8. a stila/ paul&joe make up pouch, their designs r really nice.. : )

9. $$ - red packets welcome.... haha... save u trouble

10. lingeris & a new bikini... woo hoo

11. this is my ultimate wish - a new BOYFRIEND... wahaha... standard ar: maybe like daniel wu kind... haha.. nd not be as tall as him. shorter is ok.
* i can hear jena smacking me from behind. haha*

this is all i can think of now... cause honestly as we get older we dun reali need that many things. often the things we do want are pricey.
haha my gals know my wish r expensive one... :P

actually i all along have a wish:
i also wish for a surprise. a surprise plan party or a surprise gift sent to office.
i dont know why, but sometimes i see colleagues having gifts or flowers send to them in the office. i just super envy lo.... haha but i also realistic la. i know i can only dream... waaha...
maybe when i find a romantic boyfriend ba... bleh :P

all 'bookings' and suggestions welcome!
cheers

countdown

countdown:

5days to getting 1 year older.....
11days to shop/eat till i drop.....

oh my god... the ecstatic feeling is back again.... weeeeeeee!!!!!!

this countdown is even more HIGH den the one i went during the milenium year!

: )

MAD!

what tarot card am i?

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

What Tarot Card Are You?

what type r u?

i was walking back office with my lunch, had a sudden thought pop up in my head....

r u the cuddling type or the 'get it done and over with' type??

hmmm.....

its catching onto me!!!!

12 days before peter parker dumps mj for me... :P

In Spider-Man™ 3, Peter Parker has finally managed to strike a balance between his devotion to M.J. and his duties as a superhero. But there is a storm brewing on the horizon. Forced to choose between the seductive power of the new black suit and the compassionate hero he used to be, Peter must overcome his personal demons as two of the most-feared villains yet, Sandman and Venom, gather unparalleled power and a thirst for retribution to threaten Peter and everyone he loves.

including me lei!!!! - peter parker loves IP.

ha pardon me. im dreaminggggggg

i m not only stupid, i am pure stupid

i am so piss, my lungs feel bloated, my eyes r liked bulging out, my heart beat is at a rate faster den jogging heart pace.
My inner self is shouting all the vulgarities my pea brain can think of.
its horrible lorzzz....
YOU make me feel stupid.
THANKS!

oh mo oh mo... na pabu ju say yo!

i went home yesterday, tired but still feeling restless.
so i switch the 'repaired' laptop of my bro's and to my horror my memories are gone.
i had a folder on the desktop for my photos and due to C drive being formatted, my photos are trashed.
at that moment when i knew it , i couldnt breathe.
i cant believe that i am actually seeing this.
all my photos gone. my trips overseas is gonez...
yes, i know i SHOULD have back up, but PARDON ME, i m an IT idiot.
at that moment i weep like a baby.
pour everything out, including the suffocation i was feeling.
i feel stupid to be crying over photos but my heart really hurts.
Chu kei ta (in korean)

sobz...
and my heart still hurts now

feeling imbalance

i am starting to feel really imbalance now. i duno why but there is this bothered and snappy 'me' inside of big me now.
why is everything starting to piss me off?
past few days wasnt well so i can understand i aint happy. but now i m all well n healthy , y m i still unhappy??
i dunno what is the root of the problem
i jus dun feel happy
i dun even want to pick up calls or sms.
there is something really wrong

maybe like pureblondie put it, im really fucking screw up mentally....
physically im just draining away....

women & men

i am not an expert on women & men.
i guess all i know abt this two gender is by being a woman myself and getting involved with men in general.
oh ya, and i read man from are mars, women are from venus.
its a great book, not so much able to put in practical usage but for mutual understanding its not too bad.

i read an article in a magazine 2 days which strike me as really rather true.

this female reader wrote in abt her experience with her bf.
her relationship with her bf is more of 'on standby' kinda relationship.
she will set her time for him, wait for calls from him. to be there readily for him
often he will not call and even if he does so , it wil be like a few days once.
they will make an appt , but sometimes last min the guy will have something crop up and the meeting is cancelled.
and what does the female do? can only accept it.
she does the initiating of dates, the calling to see 'how is he' , and the waiting.
but the guy is just carrying on with his own life.
you never know if the gal carries any weight at all or not. obviously in this case, maybe not so.
many of u may say- wah this gal so stupid. the guy obviously is just happy come, not happy dun bother kinda man. what for waste her time.
BUT please stop and look ard you, how many of your gfs or maybe even urself is like this?!
i know i am in such a situation.
often i am the one who calls/dates and wait.
at times i get piss and vow not to call anymore, but one simple sms from HIM just makes me all soft and starts the whole cycle again.

the reporter has her views on this case report.
she said:
women when they are in love, they fall all over for the guy and fall on the guy (for some women). in this case, the guy knows that the guy matters more the gal den the gal matters to him. he mite feel SAD if the relationship ended , but often the gal will feel DEVASTATED. sadly this is the case.
men now in this society loves a good challenge, and NO , its not only abt their career. relationships also.
men tend to cherish women who is confident and independent. they dont like their women to whine and cling all over them. they feel suffocated. its like a burden. to care for at all times is just plain tiring to them.
whereas women who creates space for themself, gets this guys to call her willingly.
they will date her and ask her out.
the whole logic here is show interest as little as possible.
men love bitches.
yes its true
i ask a few of my guy frens, they actually prefer women who are harder to get.
they find the whole chasing after them process fun. for women who comes to them willingly, they will just take for granted.

i am not a bitch naturally.
often i let myself fall over the guy and just bruise all blue black when i land on an empty fall. wham bham!
why do guys take for granted women who care for them and love to go after woman who cant b bothered with them?
yes men love bitches but i think they are just 'fan jian'....
they like challenges...
geezz....
go then!
challenge ur own ability to charm, stroke ur ego and hope ur next 'prey' will fall on yr laps like a weening kitten.
JERKS!

steam boat quiz

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?

A. Winter ( To Qn 2)

B. Summer (To Qn 5)

C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?

A. Like (To Qn 2)

B. Don't like (To Qn 5)


2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?

A. Yes (To Qn 3)

B. No (To Qn 6)


3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?

A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)

B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)


4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat
restaurant?

A. Famous ( To Qn 7)

B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)


5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you
dare to try?

A. Yes ( To Qn 6)

B. No ( To Qn 8)


6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?

A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)

B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)


7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or
go to another place?

A. Wait ( To Qn 11)

B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)


8. What kind of food you like to add?

A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)

B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)


9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl
then drink the soup?

A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)

B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)


10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient
in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?

A. Yes ( To Qn 17)

B. No ( To Qn 13)


11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot
meal?

A. Yes ( To Qn 15)

B. No ( To Qn 14)


12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or
put in later?

A. Put it once the steamb oat start ( To Qn 15)

B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)


13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or
have it put in one type by one type?

A. All ( To Qn 17)

B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)


14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?

A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)

B. Plum juice ( Type A)


15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?

A. Home ( To Qn 16)

B. Outside ( To Qn 14)


16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for
you while you are finishing your food?

A. Mind ( Type B)

B. Don't mind ( Type C)


17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you
have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?

A. Yes (Type D)

B. No ( To Qn 16)





RESULTS....

TYPE A
Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone
quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have
not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to
treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own
matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't
do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and
accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.


TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and
unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like,
you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that
you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a
person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same
pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all
the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too
emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must
learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making
friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with
the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.


TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get
along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will
talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you
always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To
look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side,
you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of
charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have
troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express
yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand
yourself more.


TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once
you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader
in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you
are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's
suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to
maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other
people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to
handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need
to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social
circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

i'm walking on sunshine... woooh ooohhhhh

i went to sentosa today with baby, samuel & michelle!
its been a long time since i went there for tanning.
today's weather was a bit liked graph chart. hot, cloudy, hot cloudy.
but as usual i doze off under the sun. haha.



sentosa new pass.... haha..
its a bit retarded though.
its written on the pass - valid for entry from 31mar - 29apr.
however there is a little condition written below as : pass valid only on the date of entry stamped on pass.
BUT THERE IS NO DATE OF ENTRY STAMPED ON PASS!!! haha!.


-with the amount of things they bring. anyone will think we are going overseas and not just gd old sentosa.
but i benefitted from it. i get cold drinks, and excellant sun chair seat. :)


- my tuna sandwich maker and her loving bf....


- me n michelle... looking real cool in shades..


-my mama ai xin egg mayo fillings for sandwiches


- 3 lovely ladies....

it was a lovely day out... all tan and burnt...
a bit pain now.. and fuck, i dun have aloe vera cream, so its like fucking pain lorrrrr.....
scratchy scratchy, pain pain. tan tan... :)

wheres the next outing?

can never succeed

damn!
NBzzzz!
I cant never succeed in taking cute pics.. it will only make me look retarded. geez.

friction

recently having some friction with my mum....
hai..
maybe like qinz said. parents will always be the same. nagging about the same issues...
but i reali cant take it if the nagging repeats day in day out...
its madness.
but i cant ignore her. its rude.
haizzzzzzzzzzzz
roarrrrrrr
insanity!!!!!!!!

my new fetish

i recently got a new fetish... babydoll dress top... complete with a pair of tights.. nice hor... haha....

..... & happy birthday didi

haven been sleeping well...
everyday is routine is 1am sleep.
and i have to like wake up at 730am....
this is killing me man....
its like it makes all tired n grouchy.
dont feel like doing anything. even sitting at my desk makes my back ache...

and i miss my mum who is on hols now....
sighz....

Oh btw today is my didi birthday.
happy birthday didi.

empty promises

i hate empty promises.
i guess most of us hate it.
why do ppl make promises which they cant keep?
why do they tell ppl ok when on the actual day or actual event they say - eh sorry lei, i think i cant.
if u r sick or family have issue i can understand.
but other den tat, its jus so not right.

sometimes scolding someone cause the person break his/her promise is really a waste of time. cause obviously they cant be bothered enough to break the promise.
since they cant be bothered den if i scold , they will just shrug it away.
this is jus FOS!

full of shit!

Val's housewarming - 31st March

went val's house housewarming... haha... eat eat n eat...
pics!

happy birthday MICHELLE

happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to michelle..
happy birthday to u...

stay pretty babe...
hope u like the present... :)