happy birthday

happy birthday to my dearest baby!
as much as i get on your nerves time to time, you know i love u a whole deal!

:)
muackz.

ps: i wanna blog a whole long post but its not loading up my pics. shall do it later.

your age or your shoe size?

one should behave their age, rather den their shoes sizes.
ironic isnt it? tat often we do act like our shoes sizes.

hi, im ah koon

here i intro a new, mild tempered and super leisure dog!
ah koon!!





:) uber cute although bull dog not very attractive.

where is PB?

where is PB?
hardly see her anymore. or rather at all.
sigh.

im sorry baby

im sorry baby
i dun mean to lose it.
i reali reali rem it was placed in the box.
*no intentions meant to anyone*

i had it for 4 yrs, now its gonez.
heart pain.

even a new one wun be the same....

:'(

im such a klutz..

STORM..

sometimes when you think the sea is peaceful, its jus the beginning of a big storm.

what more can i ask for..

a friend asked me this question that got me thinking.

"ARE YOU HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW? SATISFIED?"

the old me would have immediately answer - no la! i wan xxx and xx and xxx, etc

with the end of 2008 and the beginning of 2009, ive realised there are much more and too much i-would-love-to-have.
but i realise compared to many, im already v fortunate.
i should count my blessings.

other den a job stability, there isnt much that i dont have.
happiness dun come in terms of wealth.
rather it comes with the fufilment you feel in life.

i used to resent/envy/grumble why ppl have this , why ppl have that but why doesnt it happen to me.
but when i/we do tat, why dont we think of it another way - i have food on my table, cloth to cover my body and a warm bed where i can rest at nite.
what abt those ppl in the 3rd world countries?
what do they have?
i bet they wish for a great deal less den what i have been doing.
to them, a shelter, food (even jus a slice of bread) is god's gift to them.

honestly, i am grateful for what i have till date.
i have an eccentric but loving family, extended families.
i have a bf whom i love and whom i believe should love me also la. hahaha
i have friends. not many but enough.
i have the ability to buy myself clothes/bags/shoes and most of the stuff i fancy.
im blessed with adequate brain capacity to start on my degree studies.
i hv fun colleagues.
seriously theres more den what a gal can ask for.

if i say i dun wan to earn big bucks, travel everywhere, have beautiful stuff, IM LYING.

but right now, at this moment, there is nothing more i can ask for.

thank you , everyone and anyone who added/contributed to my current fufilling life.
:)

xoxo
ffz~

where are you?

i haven change but you have.
and its so much i dun recognise you anymore.

seasoned traveller or seasoned prat??

hey excuse me you all great and mighty seasoned travellers!!
i tot its COMMON SENSE to check all your travelling documents before you leave the country.
Now you have probs with whatever, you scream at me.
hey plssss....

is this fair or nt?!

in the first place i am NOT a travel counter.
I am just doing my job.

one day, let you all take my role den i see hw you will fare!

and my name is ISABELLE not ISABELLA!
Duhz!

mr flu mr flu, pls go go away

just woke up from a drowsy rest.
super zzzzz now.
whole person still like spinning around.

yes yes, mr flu struck me again.
cough, headache, running nose, BLOCKED NOSE!!!

i reali cant stand block nose.
im sleeping with lack of oxygen. nearly wan my life.

jus taken my porridge,
now goin to grab a shower, take medicine and wait for my bed time.

ohh, and lots of vicks vaporub.

no more blocked nose plssssss.....

coughing out,
ffz

let go and live it.

2008 make me seen thru many things.
i learn to look at life from a different angle.

ive learn to let it go.
let go of the tears, the hurt and the sadness and just accept the way things are now.

im rather disappointed but im glad i know what should i do from now on.

im growing up!

:)