i is ....

i is unhappy
angry....

last sat makeover

picture time people.... see pretty ms jena and ugly me... haha... oh well not ugly but maybe i dun suit blue..... hee hee......

miss chen xiao chen look very retro right.... =)

happy birthday to 2 fabulous people in my life

*drum rolls*******

first one - NATASHA SHAH D/O GULAM SARWAR SHAH!!!!!
haha
happy birthday my sweet lil cousin. may your years be fill with fun, laughter and happiness.

second one - EVELYN CHUA KIM HONG
happy birthday to my colleague, my friend, my hip hop buddy, my nuah pal
may you find a love so sweet, it embraces you forever!!!!!

last but not least
happy bday to you!
happy bday to you!
happy bday to nasha & eve
happy bday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

muacks and hugz
isa

1 + 1 = ?

i was thinking on the train on my way to work today....
what exactly is the illogical answer for 1+1?

i noe, many of u will go 'huh?' 'duhz'.. of coz is 2.
but think in an illogical way.
1+1 can refer to a relationship, friendship, marriage and even work.

relationship = 1 + 1 = 11 or 2.
11 being - each are on different ends. often many r/s end up in breakup, ugly bite and shout scene, weeping show and tell. 1 go north, the other 1 go south. no matter what, they will never be 2.

2 being - getting together. being term a couple. sharing common interests, learning to accomodate another person in yr life. learning to care/understand and appreciate the little things some one else is doing for you.

friendship = 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 = infinity
friendship is endless. often we will say - oh i noe tat who who who, he is my fren k's fren's fren ... etc etc... friendship is priceless, therefore its infinity..

marriage = 1 + 1 = possible 3 first?
marriage is a bind when two person come together under the eyes of the law and share a vow to go thru happiness or sadness together. 1 + 1 = 2.... many years down the road. 2+1=3, a baby, e testimony of their love, comes along and maybe even following with siblings.

work = 1 + 1 =0
work is never ending... get wat i mean? haah.

dblo.com

freaking embarrassed on dbl-o.com with my ugly pic. yikes
but i still wanna blog abt it.
haah.....
p/s: realise pic potray a rather 'high' me..... gulpz, holding my 2nd tequila pop.. wahah
the wonders tequila do to my facial colour

the practice with ms ling

ms ling at work with her fairy god mother magic wand to make isabelle a pretty gal



















look at my ugly face and all the needed cover up

















excuse the bright red hot chilli lipstick.... look at e eyelashes... wee!! long !!!!













see the two of us... all nicely doll up.







but actually the cutest yesterday was ....................................










ms cutie
euro -
ms ling's doggy
























i went home a pretty gal .....
cant wait till sat for the whole portfolio thingy ...... =0)

It takes a bitch to understand a bitch

I is strange
strange in tantrums ,
different mood swings
and a softie.

i think i is too soft.
too soft for my own good

i got to be a tough bitch.
for my own good , for future sake

accusation

i is super hurt.
never mind my heart was broken
now i am insulted.
for what fuck , i really do not know
based on a baseless accusation, it just sucks.
its not truth
this is not me.
its sad cause you dont know me like the way i thought u knew.

french loaf chop

i heard a story from Mag yesterday.
Its hilarious but its just shows how much love there is in two person
Mag’s parents were on the north east line, when the train stop at one particular stop.
When the doors open, an old lady ran in hurling her loaf of French loaf onto a vacant seat infront. Once the French loaf hit the seat n stay there, she immediately ran off in the opposite direction onto another available seat.
Seconds later, an old man came onto the train. The old lady immediately call out – there , go there, there is a seat chop for you. (while pointing to the French loaf chop seat).
The old man held up the loaf and ask who’s bread is that. The old lady call out – that’s mine. I chop the seat fr you. Quick sit down.
While all these happen, the two of them were at least one row of seats away.
At that time everyone on the train was laughing.

But it was love
Love between two old people.
Love between a man & a woman , regardless of age, assets, status.

mag & lunch

its been a long time since i met mag for anything. coffee.. shopping.. gossip.
today i met her for lunch at coffee bean situated at boat quay.
my, she still look as good.... actually better.... radiant.....
we still got on like old friends even though its been a while since we met up....
really feel good. cant wait till our next appt that is coming soon!!.....

DXO and lots of booze

went DXO on friday
haven been there before so went visiting.... it was ladies nite after all.. so free... free booze... gurgle it like H20
ms joleen came with me (rare occasion) and michelle too...
buddy and his camp mates were there too.
everyone had a great time
oh den again the after effects of hangover was not so good for me.. =P

zits!

i am growing pimples on my face. my already pimpled face is breaking out.
sad... very sad... me no like pimples
tried using pimple cream to get rid of it , no help.
sobz......

my destiny read...

apparantly i went onto this online thingy to get my destiny read or something like that.
i have to say the first part isnt true at all. only the ones in red i feel is more to the real me.
but hell , its suppose to be just a test...


Sample Reading for Isabelle Pan
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Personality and Character
You tend to complain a lot as to what life should be kind to you. You are interested in and capable of many different pursuits. You are also an extremely perfection orientated person and want things to be done right and flawlessly. If things do not turn out right, you will be the first to blame yourself and also those around you. Your reticent attitude often results in you being misunderstood and left out.
You are temperamental and snap quite easily as you find difficulty in concealing your thoughts and feelings. A very chatty and talkative person you speak your mind without much reservation and this can cause misunderstanding to people who are sensitive or people who do not know you well. You acquire interests as fast as you lose them because you make your decision too fast. Though you are prompt in taking action you are impatient, impassionate and can also be egoistic. You are smart and fast at learning and knowing almost everything at an incredible rate but might not work hard or sacrifice to achieve what you set out to do.
Romance and Compatibilities
A constant, faithful and sincerely devoted lover, no obstacle can prevent you from pursuing your love. Due to your inferiority complex, you demand affirmation of affection in extravagant ways. You need to be tickled, amused, humored and always want your lover to keep you laughing. You will blossom with love from Cancer, Virgo Capricorn and Pisces born in the years of Tiger/Horse/Rabbit.
A passionate person, you have a knack for love and you may have many love affairs in your lifetime even after getting married. You are a sweet talker and are very clever in romantic matters and these often convey the wrong message to people whom you might not have an interest at heart. It is likely that you get into love triangles involving both married and unmarried parties. But once you are truly in love you can be a very good partner, offering your sweet, gentle and charming ways.
Profession
Your willingness to work will leave little that you cannot accomplish. You are both reliable and concerned about the impression you make on others, especially your clients and colleagues. Good at details, you are also open to new ideas and are always on the lookout for modern methods. As an employee, you are loyal and forthright. As a boss, you are fair and kind to your employees.
Your sphere of activities is concentrated around enterprise, adventure and professions that are linked to public approval. You are a good talker and like exciting jobs, which can bring the best out of you. Suitable careers are politician, military, solicitor, actor/actress, chef and any other profession that deal with the public.
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take care

i want everyone ard me to be safe and happy

take care peeps.....

seeking forgiveness... i wouldnt be around for a while

sometimes i feel tired i just wanna take a break and relaxlook ard me, see what kind of ppl walking past me.see what environment i am in.strangely i cant seem to find a footing that is suitable for me.hanging out at cafe? boring....clubbing? tiring.....watching movie? lazy....eating? fattening....nuahing? i get moody awhile after....exactly what do i really want at this junction of my life....me is really lost.....often i ask myself why make myself unhealthy..i dun exactly feel the same anymorei jus want to take a break, hide myself and cover myself with tears and unhappiness for once.this is liked the real me.the real isabelle crys over the slightest thing that triggers her water taps. but she doesnt do it now. so she is not isabelle. is she being hu xia? hmmm.... dunno.....sorry if i offended anyone with my insensitivity, but honestly i m really really tired. just wanna be selfish....i care abt all my friends and family but at the same, i decided i wanna be alone.at least for now....seeking forgiveness.....

ms tan birthday

my dear fren for 11years finally hit her 2x !!!!
guess it urself ppl.... i cant really say, age is a secret for ladies.... ;)

as usual the so called F4 (fanatic = F) got together for a round of finger licking food and drinks....... they bday gal got one of her bday wish - calvin klein truth perfume.....
we went prego for dinner..... pizza, pasta and a small tiramisu..... served together with a complimentary round of champagne... yummy.....
after dinner we proceeded to INK bar for drinks. on the table were lychee martini, strawberry magarita and kelly's signature INK drink (forgive me i dont remember the name of the drink). after the 1st round kel got served a birthday waterfall.... HAHAHA!!!! it was blazing 'hot'....

den its home sweet home for me.....

p/s: happy birthday sweetie!!!

forbidden city

A historical retelling of the story of China's Empress Dowager, the story is seen from the eyes of an American painter, Kate Carl, who is commissioned to paint the Empress's portrait. The Empress recounts her amazing journey from a young imperial concubine to become the Empress of China and the pressures she faced. The musical explores the myths surrounding her reign, from the controversial death of her only son to her ambitious tussle for power. Having played to 60,000 people in 2003, Forbidden City is Singapore's most successful musical to date. Starring Asian sensation Kit Chan

this - i must watch cause since it started till now. i haven had a chance to be able to catch it due to different reasons.
this time m goin to head down and get the damn tickets.!

just for miss tan

yes miss tan
for you i have change my blog's outlay so that its easier for you to read my blogs.... =)

difference between love & infatuation

Infatuation is fleeting desire -- one set of glands calling to another. It is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about the relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. It is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait. Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him." Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence." Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy. Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship that makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers. Infatuation lacks confidence. When he's away, you wonder if he's being unfaithful. Sometimes, you check. Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. He feels your trust, and it makes him even more trustworthy. Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you better than you were before."