year 2007

year 2007 is in less den 12hours....
honestly it scares the hell out of me. will 2007 be liked 2006? better? or worse?
2006 been not so great year for me.....

2006:
- went bangkok to celebrate my bday...
- broke off with him.... oh well he broke off with me... yes, heart is shattered.
- i left samsung cause dept got close.... oh well....
- grandma pass away. ~ this is liked the hardest impact in 2006. i cant seem to forget that particular day, tat particular scene.

(i prayed to goddess of mercy to guide ah ma in what direction should she take for her life. i pray at 2plus , 3 on tat fateful day. at 3 plus, 4, ah ma decided to leave - is it my fault)

i dont know what to expect of year 2007.. dunno is it scared.
i m just afraid the bad things will continue down the road.
i hope it wouldnt


btw happy new year to you all !!!
i guess i wun be logging in for today so i send my greetings to you all now!
have fun!

recep

here i am , sitting at my office recep.
cause no one is in and i need to stand in for my colleague who is out for lunch...
i din know being a recep was this boring.
there are not much calls, not much mails , nothing to do......
hmmmm......
how i wish i m back at my desk now.... nuahing my life away.....
haha.....

sign out now.
mr tan wants me to check on sakura's number!
ciao~

KL xmas countdown...

KL xmas countdown... rowdy and scary
their spray-on-sight tactic with the spray cans are horrendous.....
not sure if u can see...
one pic shows a car caught in the jam and sprayed with white foam!

we are colleagues

i thought of u as a friend. that kind that will talk after office hours.
but guess we are just colleagues.
im sorry i made u feel whichever way u r feeling now. never meant for it to be this way.

we are colleagues

i thought of u as a friend. that kind that will talk after office hours.
but guess we are just colleagues.
im sorry i made u feel whichever way u r feeling now. never meant for it to be this way.

early MERRY XMAS

wishing all merry xmas since i wun be around during xmas season!
may all yr wishes come true and many many presents !!!!!!!

muacks
hugz

isa!

photos...

fann wong & christopher lee

was going dinner with my auntie lailah and two pretty coz, nadia & nasha......
heading to dan ryans
as usual we were chattering at the top of our lungs, when we stop at a pedestrain crossing...
n smack right in front of me was CHRISTOPHER LEE & FANN WONG.....

C was wearing a simple tee shirt and jeans, carrying a big shoulder bag....
F was wearing a white sleeveless top and black crop pants.... ( which i personally thinks that it looks weird, but i bet its sponsored)
anyway i was a bit starstruck but i pretend i din notice them
they look really loving. not intimate actions but close enough gesture of sweetness.....

so who the hell spread the rumours that they were breaking up!
for god's sake! get ur news right !!
u are misleading us folks out here.

me and my perfumes......

i love perfumes cause each different ones represent me differently.....

hugo boss deep red - clubbing mood.... stronger smell to musk the smelly ciggie smells....

hugo boss lady (i think) - my swinging rotting days when i cant be bother to dress nicely for work

polo ralph romance - to go dating with the special someone..... *wink*

lancome (miracle) - for my family mood.....

CK - when i feel chirpy.....

dior addict 2 - for my nicely dress mood for work days....

dior - for my nearby tee-shorts combi outings....

haha... dun be surprise cause i reali actually sort of stick to this kind of match and smell list.

but i still wanna get some more
bvlgari! dkny! versace!

i like!!!!

status

to clear any doubts and mis-readings,
i hereby state im single.... not linked to any romance.....
available to date anyone....
single since june 28 till now...
really!

nail art

i m into nail art recently
my 1st french mani & pedi all by myself...
haha.. will improve....

~ retard ~

my new job requires me to send email on behalf of my boss.
so i kindly send an email out to an associate. here goes the email:
------------------------------------
HI,

As per customer's request, please kindly help to courier documents to the address below:

Company - XXX

Address: XXX

Attention to: xxx
Tel: 123456

Please kindly provide AWB after its done, so that we can inform customer.

Thank you for your help

Best regards,

Associate replied today:

Hi, Isabelle,

Please get Jason to confirm this.

 

Regards
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i was liked DUHZ. isnt my email clear enuf?
by asking for a confirmation is liked doin double work!
what for......
if my boss is so free to do , den why in the 1st place hire me....
and why in the first place will i put AS PER CUSTOMER REQUEST.
even if boss dun wan, this is CUSTOMER request... duhz....
isnt customer always right....
oh gosh... lost for words lei.....
please ... GL attitude is so not pleasing.... get a life.....
ROARRRRRRR!!!!!

insulted to elementary level

3rd time.... in less den a month... ROARRRR.... will just take it......

boss; see wat i mean?

moi; u refering to YK's email right? ya i understand. will avoid same mistake again

Boss: u know where's ur mistake?

Boss; tell me

Moi: i was not careful enough with the details and resulted in extra job to be done

Boss: yup.. email is a very sensitive way of communicating. alot of times, pple don't think b4 they write, trigger-happy, in the end the contents get misinterpreted, pple get confused, job doesn't gets done
u'll need to brush up your english grammar, sentence construction & learn more abt business writing

Moi: yes. i will learn from mistakes and improve on it.

Boss: ok.. in the meantime, i'll need to vet all ur external emails. try to learn how others write their emails whenever u can. but make sure u learn the good & avoid the bad!

Moi: noted.

i can take criticism anytime but not such crude way....
oh well what can i say. i just go hit till elementary level.
chinese saying - ''ren'' !!!!
i fxxxing will do that.....
jus piss at the moment.

p/s: it was my 1st try at LOI preparation. no one taught me. but u slammed me. oh well.... roarrrr at u from my blog
on my blog its my territory....
BITE!!!!

new blog skin

i wanted to get something unique but i realise i m not reali god at exporting the configurations from some blogskin web.
so tadaaaa.... a 'green' look now....
enjoy

xmas list

i honestly dun really know what i want for xmas..... cause this year just dun have much of a mood.
but still i wanna post a list of what i wan for xmas:

- hua yang shao nian shao nu OST - its a soundtrack of the show by ella n wu zun...

- a ''gold'' watch - brand ICK. its a shop at far east 2nd floor / 3rd floor.

- a new necklace

- teeshirts.... fitting ones

- shopping vouchers....

- new hp ... - my hp super lagging... haha

- perfume

think that's about all ba.....

its the thought that counts. and i m planning my giving list to my love ones and close friends too.....

mummy
didi
kel
grace
zan
ros
jol
val
trina
chantelle
pabu
jena

(take note - names are not in order except my mummy n didi) hahaha
gals mentioned all equally impt.

haiz.... see how broke i will get?
geez...

not very couple?

i was browsing thru the pictures of different friends. (friendster)... i saw many couples having close pics... the guy's arms will be on the gal's shoulder/waist. the girl wil be leaning back against his shoulder.
its sweet
it got me thinking.
i never really took close pic with him. we were always prim n proper side by side.
suddenly i felt not loved before.
wheres the closeness?
i want it!
ROARRRRRR

isaac 1st month's celebration

dun wanna say much... photos will tell everything....
:) jus happy to see my god-son...

remembrance

i finally located the pics...
i miss her... all of us do...
look at her happy face, this is the face i wanna rem....

my first thailand trip ~ 4th May

i realise i never blog on my so-far only thailand trip... wahaha
i went bangkok on my birthday this year ~ 4th May.
it was fun... company is by now ex-bf... haha.. oh well still friends la. but i decide to blog anyway...

not anywhere soon

its not anywhere soon
will inform ...
never really think about it
dun wanna make myself upset...

i'm not feeling well..signing out...

fotos... suvin bday~

finally uploaded some pics from my new camera... haha...

sarcastic

dun ask me to write, only to criticise.
my english ok ......

xiang dao ni.

yesterday had dinner with my mummy.
was a sumptous meal, but at the same time we both felt sad
we thought of her... e one who left us so suddenly....
we sort of still cant believe she's really gone...
the sudden bouts of missing her just strikes us at times.
seeing her clutches at my house makes me all sappy.
mummy nearly weep but she held her tears.....
at that moment i know we both hao xiang ta.....
my granny.....

pauper

im a pauper..... im counting down the days to my pay..... OMG.....
with christmas coming, can anyone grant me a xmas wish .... $$$ ??
haha ~

the jewel box

i went suvin's 21st birthday yesterday. haven manage to upload the pictures yet. so pls stay tune for the photos.

last nite went mount faber - jewel box. nice place.
jewel box is having this event to see artificial snow.. haha in other words bubbles in the shape of snow. hur hur.
the admission is $3 which will be rebate if u have a drink in any one of their bar. u can take a ride in their cable car as well from mount faber to sentosa. a round about thingy which cost $10.90 which is really expensive (cause mentally i compare to genting prices) - HAHA!.
the toilets are beautiful. with a superb night view.
check it out when you are free!

past blog: picture

the uncle with the spongebob boxers and singlet in a library.... fugly!!!

just a time

counting down - 22days.... haha

very full & very sleepy

just had lunch -in for whole company...
chicken rice... super full......

walk around a bit......
receive my 1st xmas present request...., receive my 1st xmas present also.
money money money... not enough money.... haha

went to watch happy feet yesterday.
it was ok only. maybe too many penguins spoil the broth.. haha.

nx cartoon to watch - open season.

...mistress?

feeling like a mistress.... hai.....

photo whoring

rainy season

recently its like the rainy season. every where is rain.
morning/noon/night....
to b honest i enjoy night rain... cause its cooler to have a good night rest.
but i hate afternoon rain n evening rain cause on my way home from work i will get my feet wet. yikes.....
think meantime also stay away from sentosa... in case rain spoils the whole day itinery.

its my 5th day at work.
haven been doing anything.
reading up on company's profile, upstream news on shipping market, filing, printing and running errands.
to be honest its really a bit boring....
boss says to enjoy the honeymoon period of slacking while i can.... sianz....
but its like everyone is doing something n i'm not so its really bored..... feel redundant....
so far so good the people here are rather friendly. ranging around my age so its ok....

month of dec coming n my pocket goin to have a hole
birthday, first month celebration, housewarming... OMG, kill me please.
$$$
can anyone tell me the fastest way to get money? PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME TO ROB A BANK OR SELL MY ASS!
feasible ideas.
think soon i'll wan to post my xmas present list... haha

stay tune!!!

time check : count down to 25days......

signing out!

happy birthday MUMMY!!!!!!

happy birthday to the most precious person in this world wide world ---- my dearest mum

happy birthday to uu
happy birthday to uuuu
happy birthday to mummyyyyyy
happy birthday to uuuuuuuuuuuu.....

hugz & kisses:
frm ur naughty daughter.

first day

first day at the office today
guess what - my boss is sick so officially i hang around and do nothing until 6pm....
OMG!!!
and office no usage of msn.
sian.......

back

he's back ~
should i be pleased or pissed?
i really dont know.
its not the hurry about ipod but more liked whether is it "du re ru nian"
sighzzzz ~~

H.O.T

weather so hot..... really cant take it anymore....
even with drizzles of rain, the weather is still scorching hot and temperatures are rising.
my heatiness n temper is also rising
my air con is down also. the air that is coming out of the air con is liked MINIMUM lo.....
haiz... how... what to do.
very broke, dont know want to get some one to come and service my air con or not lei.....
i think it has something to do with the solar system. the position not right lah.
i think wear minimum also doesnt help....
gosh... help.... i want eat ice cream!!! cool off!

get me one tub of ben & jerrys!!! NOW!!!!

woman & pampering....

woman love to pamper themself. so no doubt i m one of them. haha.

went to get a trim and touch up on my hair. endure the long 1.5 hrs.

after 1.5hrs, my head feel lighter by 0.2kg, n one shade lighter and fringer shorter. and worse, wallet bigger hole. haiz.... but all for the sake of one thing - BEAUTY.

not that i m pretty. so that is why i need to rely on extra pampering.

haa... bullsxxx!!!!!

ciao!!! ~

In Too Deep . . . . .

i think i am in too deep for you.
i realise its not puppy love. not an infatuation. but honest n serious mature feelings.
i don't like it.
its scaring the wits out of me.
and its making me really dumb.

a msg for QINZ

dont cry too long if u lose that special someone.think hard!why are you sad? is it cause u love him? or r u jus feeling all weird inside of you cause he's not there anymore?cry when at that moment he break off with you or he left.cry when he turn his back on you but dont cry if you know he love you!if you love him, tell him that. Get him back!....
if he doesnt love you anymore, jus be glad he ever love you.remember the good and forget the bad.if he still loves you, prove/show him you love him as much.and if you do get him again, hold on to him cause the next time u were to cry again will be the day he propose to you.....

an old blog posting but still an existing resolution list

i was browsing thru my multiply page, the one i have been using until i decided to use blogspot for my online blogging.
i came across a piece of blog which i still smile when i see it.
the first piece was in mar, follow by an update in july.
now the latest here in my blog page.

the piece goes:
happen to come across this blog dated jul 15th:

wish:
- i can be more independent. to be able to face up to everything. - erm, still ok.
- to be more confident - still very much lacking
- to upgrade myself - no time now. haha but will get down to doing it
- to love myself more - not trying anymore but its a MUST
- to make more time for family and friends - arranging!
- to get back what i lost - once lost, hard to regain
- to lose fats and not gain it back (=P) - haven even accomplished 1% , pretty much the same.
- a new hp - erm think since last year still the same hp. nokie 7610. a bit lagging liao. any sponsor???
- a new wardrobe - still adding (haha!) FOREVER
- to earn more $$ - i must!!! i have to... cause i want go somewhere really nice for my 2007 birthday
- trying to get higher pay job - erm on the path to finding it
- to have nicer hair (haha!) - shorter and frizzier.... darn!

see the difference now.... haiz..... haha the red comments are added for this post. haha.....
its cool to have a blog, cause after that i can look back and see past life what have i been doing.... basically NOTHING.... haha

break ups and the common reasons. DUHZ!!

year 2006 marks alot of break ups among my circle of friends.
if there is getting together, there is sure to be break ups....
forever? ever lasting? - does this really exist.
of course personally i've seen a lot of great matching couples, and i am really happy for them.
but often each of us has a sad story behind every great ending. we will definitely hit a bad patch or experience bad moments in the path of our love life
well, its been almost half a yr since my own break up , and well, im coping.. still living my same boring life. haha.... i wasnt thinking this way until recently. i thought break up was really hurting... like really really pain. but recently the demise of my grandma made me realise break up is just 1/10 fraction of the pain from losing a love one forever. that pain is really really bad...... the kind that causes my water tap t0 keep flowing and flowing and flowing. its like a bad tap leak.
every couple breaks up for relatively few similar reasons:
- character clash
-feelings fade
-third party
-fear of commitment

think these are the few usual break up reasons that each n every of my friend has to take for their break ups.
character clash, some people get together and in the process learn n understand more about the other party. during this process, we can know if we are suitable or not. but if one of the party terms a break up due to character clash when they have already been together for like 5-7 years, that is really a bit duhz.... isnt it obvious enough during early times if two are suitable or not. if you are still in your early teens, i can understand caus you haven experience the difference a working environment can make to you. but if you already reached your 20s , then i think you should be having a clearer head to think clearer. correct me if i m wrong. but isnt this the case??? if you say u never place a r/s close to ur heart to understand if your characters are suitable den there isnt any r/s to speak of.
feelings fade ??? - every r/s starts with a spark somewhere and it is up to the couple to keep the sparks alive. dont expect it to stay alive and not having to do anything about it. it is so stupid. in every r/s , starting is ai qing, when it reached a comfort zone, it gradually becomes gan qing. this is liked a norm for everyone. gan qing is when u really get to know a person already. really love a person for who he or she is. if feelings fade, what is the reason? no more sparks?
3rd party - this is nothing to comment on. both party are at fault. sorry all 3 parties are at fault.
commitment phobia? - this is one general reason GUYS give when they break up with gals. they have too much in their thick skull, they decided they cant face the gals, knowing marriage is on the cards. but HEY, who are u all to tell us whether we want you guys to marry us or not. please this is liked the 21st century. not just because u are good to us, we expect marriage round the corner. there are many factors for marriage and many different reasons for marriage. trust me, we gals are not really that keen to pounce on marriage without thinking also. its like a forever thing you know. marriage is not cheap and so is seperation after that. so just dun base everything on your own thinking. if we want marriage, the most we will is talk about it first. everything can talk. that is one of the reason we have mouth and 2 ears. to Listen!!!

i m not an expert when it comes to relationship.i still read man are from mars, women are from venus. haha. i m still learning.
i have my own problems as well. but hey i want all around me to be happy.
to my recent gal frens who just broke up with their other half, cheer up gals. all are fated. dun pressure yourself. take a short break first. make urself pretty. pamper yourself. after that listen to your heart. see what it says and where it takes you. cry if u have to in the initial stages but after that you will realise its not that you dun wan to cry but instead nothing comes out.
you can call me anytime if you need anyone to talk to. u all got the number.
cheer up babes!

photos

i tried blogging on the previous post but din came out.. darnz.... this post has better work!
the first car is my favourite...small and cuteeee.... but i got a perchant for fast n slick car. the lambo (last pic), way cool..... wanted to take a pic of a lexus baby but too bad, too many ppl sticking their asses at the seat of the convertible, dun wan to take pic of them so i din take any pic of the convertible.... haiz......
i heard another motor show coming in december and this time its FOC... sure to have many ppl.... hmmm, see if the gang wants to go take a look... haha

my week end.....

oh well.... friday night what did i do? let me recall... haha..... oh yeah fri i met jena to walk ard orchard and did a bit of damage to my wallet... haiz...... but i just resist the lil girly dress and MEL bag that can put all my junks...... hee..... after tat had dinner with val and came home.... GUAIZ.....

sat i rot at home the whole day.... until evening i went to meet pabu to go chalet..... it was great seeing him..... love the feeling..... haha.... he never fail to cheer me up when im in the crappiest mood....

sun... (today)... had breakfast at coffee bean.... den chill a lil. after noon i went to si ma lu with pabu to pray... we walk around a lil den we went to meet to meet ed, bao & fen to go see the motor show..... lots of beautifullllllll carssss... make me so tempted to go take my licence, in case some of you dont know, i have a phobia for driving.... blame it on lousy coordination for my legs and hands... haha....
but the cars are so gorgeous... for some... but this year the show girls standard dropppp...... still a few cute ones here n there but honestly DROP!
went dinner after the show and came home.... now resting on my bed and nuahing... goin shower... will blog again......

p/s: just some pics with this blog.... if you all like cars, u all should go take a look..... might spoil some nice ones that u like

nadia birthday

i think this is a long awaited post but somehow no one wants to be reminded of this day, n the day after and the day after.

but still i wanna post the pictures of family.....