not my fault.

anything, anyone, can change.
you've change if you din notice.

so dun blame me if your change made me changed too.

PUIIIII!!!!

ive got a huge zit on my nose.
5chapters to cram into my pea brain.
a paper on sunday (pui!)
my thighs and feet are peeling from the sun burn effect.
and i cant wear shorts this wk end.

damn!
it just doesnt get any better doesnt it.
:/

a dedication to my friend roselyn.

the greatest love a child can get is the warm support from a mother's love.

im walking on sunshine woo hoo!

some ppl's been asking me hw did i spend my valentine's day with the bf.
oh well. answer - nuthing.
he had to work till v late in the end.
so we went out only at 10plus, was already supper time.
we din end up going OVEREASY. boringgg...

BUT the next day was a whole lot of fun!!!
for a year plus i haven seen sentosa.

and im super burnt now!
(tats because we both forgot (or too lazy) to buy sunblock.)
&%^$%^&*%

oh baby! look at the sun the sand and the sea. woo hoo!
(nw you all know why i got burnt!)


while im still fair!


whats a day at the beach without ice cold beer/juices, magazines and a picnic mat.


very very hot wor...


time for a nap!


and nap

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and nap
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.. till sun down.


and the end result. :/

wo shao jiao le.....




but still , it was really really fun.
been a long time since we hang out together like this.
Vday or no Vday.

Happy Birthday Zan!

Happy birthday Zan!

although i haven see you in ages, i hope you are doing well.
:)

nw that you got a small biz investment of your own, my wish for you this year is for you to DO REALLY WELL.

May cupid strike you soon...

Hugs and kisses
Isa..

fingers interlocked.

on a small little street way, dim lights from the lamp posts.
a gal and a guy walking slowly to a lil coffee shop for a meal.
suddenly the wind got stronger and chilly.
the gal shivers.

one step ahead of her, the guy stretches out his hand to her.
she reaches out and their fingers interlocked.

instantly the gal felt warm.

Thank you baby.

lazy lazy, belle(y) lazy

im a lazy bugger!
roarr....
cant stand myself smetimes.
its like i cant be bother to move my arse anymore.

im a lazy daughter.
i dun do anything at home until my mother starts showing one of her menopause symptons.

im a lazy gf.
always complaining to bf how n why n when and when i like it.. IM ALWAYS TIRED!
pity the poor fellow.
got to tahan me.

im a lazy student.
i go to school and just stone thru out lectures.
always blur abt submission dates and WHAT to submit.
the way i blur thru my marketing tutorial 1 is a classic.
i cant imagine if i din go to class.
i'll b so dead!
the only reason why i get thru most sem is due to the help of my grp of helpful classmates.

i guess im just a lazy individual.

im even fast becoming a lazy shopper ( or am i already one!)
im shopping online nw. even avoiding the crowds at malls, the need to try and the fun of window shopping.
gosh! lazy bugger.
i tot this way i will save more. but hell no la. im just lying to myself.
many a times i succeed.
:p

im even a lazy dresser!
i am so so so more into one pc outfits. rompers/dresses/tunic.
anything tat dun require me to tink too hard/much abt if-the-above-matches-the-bottom
hell. too much time required.
catch me on wk ends, im in my standard shorts/tee or shorts with a better looking top.
give me havianas over 3inch heels ANYTIME.
save my pretty( NOT! )blistered feet and ugly toes and dry skin!

im a lazy beach-goer
tat explains why im BURNT nw. badly burnt
someone commented tat i look like im suffering from 3rd degree burns.
oh well. i hope not. though the sprinkles of water from the shower head hurts like fucking shit!
much much moisturizing needed.
all these cause me refuse to buy suntan lotion , citing the fact tat sentosa shd have but so happens palawan beach DUN HAVE.
oh well.
lazy arse me refuse to budge from the hammock. tinking the sparse leaves can cover/shade my not-so-teeny body.
im so glad i din get tans in stripes.
tat will be horrendous
so now its itchy, scratchy, pain for me!
:/

right now...
im lazy to continue blogging.

bye!

congrats to mich n ben!

mich decided to officially seal her signature on the sacred marriage vows with ben on 14022009.
Serious young man will take care of her really well.
and im going to get really used to my fren being MRS ANG.
may you two enjoy a blissful marriage.
waiting for dec to arrive!

better.

and he makes me feel better.

walking together.

thank you for walking together with me.

meet my new fren - ms goldie :)

once again my baby surprise me. :) Thank you baby.

carebear i likey!

my lil baby

my lil baby...

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sooonnn.........
:)
stay tune ~

as in hamlet

Valentine's Day is mentioned ruefully by Ophelia in Hamlet (1600-1601):

To-morrow is Saint Valentine's day,
All in the morning betime,
And I a maid at your window,
To be your Valentine.
Then up he rose, and donn'd his clothes,
And dupp'd the chamber-door;
Let in the maid, that out a maid
Never departed more.

(William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act IV, Scene 5)

and it means?

i was wondering wat does 11 stalks of roses mean.
does tat mean im the 12th rose?
so i decided to google it:

11 Stalks of roses means "There is only you in my heart"

*smiles*

CNY crazy stunt!

Every chinese new year we never fail to take weird crazy pics. at the weirdest place.
this time - outside grandma hse. jumping at the corridor!





what can i say.
because of them i wun deny my surname's Pan.

11 !!

my baby sometimes does the sweetest things and often catches me by surprise....
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Get well soon!

went to see baby trina today.
gosh she slim dwn so much and she got no strength to walk or talk also.
and she keep coughing cause her lungs are infected.
and there are lil traces of blood.
see her like tat, feel so heart pain.

get well soon k baby!
:)
HUGZZZ...

wear pretty, feel pretty!

yesterday while i was walking back to office after lunch, i was admiring the window displays.
after tat i start ppl watching.

i suddenly realise, where is ME?!!

some time back,
huiyian - "belle, hw come you dun wear all your A-line skirt to work already?"
me - "oh yea hor. i din realise wor. why?"
huiyian - "you look more formal with A line dress"
me - " orh. but nobody see also"

yesterday i realise dressing up is not only for others to see but for myself to feel good.
seriously when i look into my wardrobe recently, i feel pretty down.

hanging inside are my pretty dresses and tops but how often do i utilise them to their maximum power?
seldom wor.
apart from the usual dresses i wear for work, the skirts are rather left on their own. collecting dust in my wardrobe.
why dun i wear them anymore? no idea? perhaps not enuf tops to match the skirt?

recently as anyone who noes me will noe ive been shopping online. sometimes way tooooo much!
however i still have items not worn from these buys in my wardrobe.
and strangely i dun know where shd i wear it to. weird.
weekends im pretty much in tee and shorts.
until once the bf mention - hw come you always in tee and shorts.
occasionally i try to wear nice tops with shorts.
but the thing is i dun reali go fancy places that requires me to dress up.

my jeans are all well iron and tuck in one of the wardrobe space. waiting to be taken out for an outing.
sorry!
weather in spore is blistering hot. i perspire/lose water easily. so i dun like to bundle too much.

i like pretty stuff , or shd i say i go crazy over pretty stuff
i buy n buy n buy but i dun utilise all fully.
sooooooooooo
i start to look sloppy
and i no like it!!

tis wk end im g0in to dig out the not-yet-wear pile of clothes and clear them nx week.
tat way i wun feel guilty if i buy new stuff.
i wear pretty, i feel pretty!

boring!

im becoming more n more bored with my mundane life.
serioussssslllllyyyyyyy nuthing special at allllllll......

apart from the ongoing CNY festival, its pretty just 'dead'.

this CNY did a teeny weeny damage to my waist line. slightly expanded a bit.
its hard to resist gd home cook food on the tables of almost every close relatives' homes ive visited.
serious!
hw is anyone to resist:
chinese herb soups
roast duck/chicken
abalone
steamboat
curries (yes, curry is still pretty much our tradition for every CNY)
and all the great yummmyyyyy CNY goodies!

put aside the damage, the red packets did justice to my depreciating bank ac.
it put the red digit out of the red. woo hoo!
not a lot but not bad ,for nw is the bad recession period :)

CNY is ending in about another 5days.
anyone wants to gif me red packets??? pls call/sms me!!!
hahaha

after CNY its back to serious studying mood!
im such a slacker. haaah

i run out of things to blog liao.
bye!

tinker 'guai lan' bell

Thank you mag BABE for tinker bell!
:)

p/s: i tink my tinkerbell is liked me! tinker 'guai lan' bell.... LOL LOL