oh mo oh mo... na pabu ju say yo!

i went home yesterday, tired but still feeling restless.
so i switch the 'repaired' laptop of my bro's and to my horror my memories are gone.
i had a folder on the desktop for my photos and due to C drive being formatted, my photos are trashed.
at that moment when i knew it , i couldnt breathe.
i cant believe that i am actually seeing this.
all my photos gone. my trips overseas is gonez...
yes, i know i SHOULD have back up, but PARDON ME, i m an IT idiot.
at that moment i weep like a baby.
pour everything out, including the suffocation i was feeling.
i feel stupid to be crying over photos but my heart really hurts.
Chu kei ta (in korean)

sobz...
and my heart still hurts now