daugher? worth how much?

Life is much simple when you know:

1. go home there is packed food for you. instead you find only packed food for the younger one.

2. talks at home doesnt revolve around money. because of YOU i get amounts of stress.

3. there is really a genuine sincere thought to sponsor/lighten one semester of my sch loan. but i guess its just empty words.

im hurt.
i duno wat to say to you anymore.
i keep trying to be happy. but i have to keep fighting off your temper/ your requests.
if i can, i will do.
if i cant, im sorry i cant.
if you think the younger one is better den so be it.
anyway a daughter is always water tat is splash on the pavement, worthless.
many times u say u are not as traditional as dad, but i beg to differ.
in fact, you tink so highly of your son.
if given the same financial support, i do tink i can do better den him.
why dont you ask him to try working full time and study?

i guess none of you know my feelings.
you two are so bonded so i guess im jus the black sheep.
after you broke yr promise, i realise i cant trust anything anymore.
you make me feel like im the unreasonable one.
thank you.