a note to all

alone in my room. thinking of a lot of things. i realise i never told my friends what i felt and wanted to tell them from the bottom of my heart.
let me just say how i feel not in alphabetical order so my friends pls think the 1st one is most important and the last one the least important.

zan: i want zan to be happy. dun stay at the same point doing things for the person that you sould not do for. i can understand the heart pain and the soft heart that gives in. softness is the point that makes a lot of woman's 'death' in relationship. personally i am like this as well.
kel: i want kel to be sure of what she want. let herself be happy with the one who truly makes her happy. as women we all wish that our better half is someone we can rely on, stable, mature and ''gu jia'' but deep down love is most important. find someone you truly love. and if you found that someone already i am really happy for you.
grace: my happily married friend. i m really happy for her that she found someone who dotes on her so much and can stay with her through happiness n sadness. be happy friend. but remember friends are important as well.

roselyn: your baby coming soon. excited about the birth. i know you will be a great mummy. u have a great hubby and loving family...
joleen: my wish is to attend your wedding. i know this is what you really wish for. and i know you will be very happy about it. i want you to be happy. and sometimes being happy is when you are back to your old self again.
valerie: i want val to finally settle down. in her lovely nest. i want to attend her chinese wedding and wait for her to give birth to white white chubby babies as well.

bao bao: i want bao bao to be sure what she wants in life but at the same time dun forsake the old. old may not always be holding you forward but afterall they are part of the process which we grew up from. they let us learn what we need to learn to walk down the steps in our future.
number 3: i want number 3 to be happy. although i dunno her long but we can really click. i know number 3 is a very simple gal who just needs a simple life. someone to care for her and someone to be there for her.

ed: sometimes certain things in life cannot be forced. i know how u feel but u also know that if u care for someone u will want the person to be happy. be cool and succeed in life.. that is most important for a man.
pabu: take care. be happy. don't stress too much. you will get your gf of 8yrs back. u jus have to have faith.

jon: i know this time you are better. but i also know u r hurting inside. but u r so much stronger than me. always my buddy.

jena: young and lovely fren. always chirpy. stay that way.

chipmunk: although you are my pillar when i m sad. i know at times u are sad too. always a friend. thank you.

i have many things deep down i don't really know how to express. but pardon me, i need to be by myself. take care.