i jus want to say i heart you!!!!

its the season to be jolly!!!
falalalalalala

xmas is here again.
when xmas is here, it just marks down that another year is passing like the wind.
whoosh!
gd bye 2008 and HELLO 2009!

before i start lamenting what damages/sins/hardships/torture i went thru in 2008, i tink i'll jus skip to the happier stuff for now.

have been booked for a few xmas dinners and get together by the lovely ppl ard me.
this dec is a fucking brokez mth.!!
haha
and i haven even liked start on my xmas present yet!

sorry peeps, this yr isa is coming out with budgeted xmas pressies!

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ppl are asking me for wish list (or rather i bullied them into asking me for a list, wahahahah)
actually i dun wish for much this year.
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my mum to be happy!

mummy's been acting real strange lately. one min she's giggling in a reali WEIRD way, nx min she's jus staring blank.
its scaring the hell out of me.
ive try talking to her, asking her whats bothering her, but she's keep all zip up abt it.
den she started going liked - "even if i go crazy now, no one will care, no one will know."
oh fuck.
its really really creeping me out.
i just hope she snaps out of it.
if she's unhappy with J, jus let him know. he's old enuf to handle the truth man.


im monitoring her.
if possible i'll try to stay home as much as i can!

:)

on the happy side, office is closing on 26th dec! woo hoo!

xoxo
belle aka isa!