a convenience

having random mood feelings.
a moment happy, a moment frustrated, a moment just nonchalent.
everyday is a war. a war with our inner self. a war with the people around us.

yes. im being emo again.
i realise i am starting to hate the way ppl around me treats me.
im just like a convenience.
oh, no one to chat, call isa
oh, no one to go out with, call isa.
oh, no one to ask to help, call isa.

i dont mind helping, dun mind listening, dont mind going out. but i mind being only a convenience.

its being only a convenience that causes me to be emo.

sigh.

i need to cheer up.