Living with or without

which is harder now?
living with someone or living without someone?
i really dont know.
often we let our hearts bring us on the path in front of us. no matter how much our mind wants to block out the heart, it usually fails.
often we ask ourself, without the other party, can we live? can we still carry on our daily lifes. still laugh, cry, get angry, eat, slp and make merry?
i keep asking myself, what is more scary.
living with a doubt in the heart or living without the person.
i really dont have an answer.
everyone say being better, treating ourself better makes us a happier person.
m i not treating myself well enough?