no more when. no more what if.

its a pressure
being in love and being love is pressurizing.
if i love you more den u love me, its natural.
but if the gap is too huge its pressurizing.
for both you and me.

out normal life there is already so much pressure from the surroundings.
family, friends, work, studies.
alot.

love should be natural, carefree and happy.
enjoying the company of each other, able to pour sorrows to each other, able to understand each other.
most importantly, communicate with each other.

i realise the more u love someone who cant love you as much is just creating an invisible burden, physically and emotionally.
when i cry i want you to console me, what if you turn the other direction?
when i get moody, i wan u to cheer me up, what if you turn the other way?
when i have good news i want to share with you, what if you dun rejoice?
i have loads of love to give around, what if you dun accept?
when i make u mad, i wanna say sorry, what if you wun hear?
when i hurt you, i want to make it up to you, what if you dun care?
when if i decided to leave you without telling you, what if you dun even give a damn?
if loving is a pressure to you, the more 'when' i have, the more 'what if' you will fufil.
pushing someone for an answer, a conclusion, a decision is tough and adds on to the tears streaming down.
its not right.
love shd be self-less, natural and given freely.
if you think the less 'what if' you are force to fufil makes you happy den be happy.
having less 'when' reduces the heart from jerking once too often.

we ourself gets so pressurized we put the ppl ard us in pressure also.
aint want tat to happen.
i pray to ppl ard me to be happy.
to love selflessly.
i no longer want to bother abt 'when' anymore.