rules of the game

i realise i have been dumped not once but twice... and its cause i do not understand the rules of the game.
Love is like a game of starcraft.
it is a game of greater precision and careful planning.
A game of power.
it is a manipulation of emotions to control the mind.

when i am in a relationship i often let myself down cause i sink into the game without realising the rules.
i do everything for him.
when we meet i run to him
when i call him , he's always the one who hang up first.
when he shouts, i whimper.
when he's furious i tremble.
this should NOT be the case.

everyone is as much at a same level as the other.
u let down ur guard and lose and then cry cause you are hurt.

but in the first place u neglected the rules and allow/approve of the other player trampling onto you and claiming victory.

Love is not always a game... its only a game when the other party treats you as a pawn.... a toy.... a stepping stone....

remember rules....
bend it n be flexible but not NOT following it.